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2006-01-05T00:33:00.000-08:00

life aint that great now. and it totally sucks. yup .. that's all .

- life sucks now.

2006-01-03T03:08:00.000-08:00

i prefer using this skin than the "im not okay" skin. hahas(:
i shall stick to this skin until i find a damn right one (:
hahas(: alright . (:

today is like .. quite boring la . first day of school have some attire check already.. then slack in class. yupyup. SLACK. HAHA. then go for break.. then.. umms.. RECESS (: then went to hall for some talk. then.. LALALA. (: home sweet home. (: but i cant go home ): i need to stay back for my guitar. damn. i need to perform this friday man! i still cant get some of the notes right yet man. how am i going to perform? i'll dig a hole for me to hide in. sigh..
i shall try to learn hard man. I MUST ! ((:

2006-01-01T04:37:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS! =DD
have a new year ahead man ! (:

2005-12-28T00:52:00.000-08:00

HELLO! im back (:
this post is request by ESTHER FOO (:
big enough esther?
no ah?
ESTHER FOO RUI JUAN .
alright. hahas (:

had been working these few days la.. quite busy. hahas. sorry guys for waiting for me to be online alright. after 30th, i'll be able to be online DAMN LONG. think so.. =/ school's reopening soon. those people who had not done their BLAHBLAH hmks, better do it alright. HAHA (: COPY IN SCHOOL! WHEES (:

i shall not say today's happening. damn frickin' pissed. yup. that's all.. BLAH. im done with this post? hahas (:
im beginning to hate blogging AGAIN. yup. see that big word? AGAIN. hahas.

IM DONE! =DD

2005-12-24T01:04:00.000-08:00

i've rebonded my hair!
WHEES.
i look toot. ><
dont see me! *cover my face*
hahaha. i feel like argue-ing with that ABEL.
tsk. i want to debate with someone!! ><
nvm. forget it.

- MERRY CHRISTMAS!! =DD

2005-12-23T00:19:00.000-08:00

im back! haha. it's quite i long time since i last posted? is it? haha. today. fed up. damn busy. haha.

damn busy when a lot of parents came and buy books. then i keep running here and there until i blurred. >< yeah. from morning arnd like.. erms.. 7+ going 8. a lot! then suddenly it's piling up. until 30 booklists to do. so many! yeah. quickly do lor.. and finally! DONE! haha.

then there's a parent said that she left the orientation form and the stuffs at the full set room. then i think the name "randy" and "abel" thought it was the booklist. then i say.. "nonono.. is thethethethe.. " then abel laugh. SIAO. -.-" then he keep saying " bao niao. thethethethe" then i asked randy what's his name. he said.. "abel" but didn't hear properly what.. then he keep saying me lor. wah lao. like his english PERFECT. -.-"" then i said "shut up la" then he keep saying "thethethethe.." then i said ... SHUT UP LA APPLE! then he said" wah. thethethethe" as usual , i said " SHUT UP LA APPLE" then the parents and the children laugh. xDD then he felt damn paiseh already. then he said. "finefine. you win. you wait." then i replied "welcome . of cos i win la. then wait for you to win meh.. dont want la. i waited for damn long already.. dont want to wait anymore already.. xP" then he said"wah. you.. SPEECHLESS" HAHAHA. YAYS! hahaha. i won. hahaha.

he kept suaning me when im packing the book. arrghh. suansuansuan lor. 1 word. apple. lols. he keep suaning me what. then just say shut up apple lor. i kept calling him apple today. (x then we're resting. then he say.. call that "unable" to come then carry the books. then i say. who is the unable? then he say. that dont know what "ble" one la. then i said"apple ah?" then he over there huh? then he say the one that time beside joelson that one.. then i say. orh. that one apple lor. he damn rich kia one la.. then chen lei say he from RI. im like. O.O OMFG. why am i keep quarrelling with RI GUYS?!?!?! wtf man. i kept quarrelling with them lor. wah. cannot tahan the RI guys.. damnit..

- some APPLE. (x
okayokay. finefine. ABEL. HAHAHA

2005-12-20T01:40:00.000-08:00

YAYNESS! im back! HAHA!
yeah. today went to work again. i woke up with muscle paining EVERYWHERE! DAMNIT!

today. wah. damn what lor. im suppose to pack the compo pads and exercise books into 1 small little smally plastic bag. -.-" my team always coming to the end, it will have 1 hole there. HAHA. me too la. wah.. damn what lor. then that "SUPERVISOR" hor. keep calling us to do without break lor.. i standed from 9am to arnd 12pm lor. ARRGHH. :@
after lunch , went back doing it. damn tired sia.. we need to do like 140 packets lor.. damnit. heck la. just do lor. finally done finish. YAYS! haha.
we thought we can rest. but NAH. we have to shift the books in front. damnit. SO MANY!! i feel like killing that chen lei sia. basket. -.-" yeah. we moved. 1 girl. me?! wth. all boys in the room lor. felt damn paiseh sia.. jowellson [ is that his name? HECK .. =x] and another guy. and that guy.. wah. i just knew him today lor. yet, he suan me sia. then jowellson suan me also lor. wtf! i tell you, im gonna suan you two UPSIDE DOWN TMR SIA. you two wait! i suan you sia. until you need go toilet and pee la. no la.. you walking you pee on your pants already la. =x wish you good luck that you wont pee on your pants hor. =x FINE. suan somemore. i suan you until you PEE! wait and see..

im damn tired. and YAYNESS! tmr dont need to reach there at 9am. damn tired sia. i at arnd 8.20 need to zhao from home already. tmr at least 9.20 need to zhao. haha. 10am SHARP must reach there. if not . DIE. haha. im suaning you tmr you GUYS! you all DIE! you two wait alright. i'll give you a nice time sia.. damn nice time. (x

aiyah. heck la. hey guys, im getting sleepy. haha. blog tmr then .(:

2005-12-19T04:12:00.000-08:00

went to work today. =x at the school bookshop. -.- i'll be the bookshop auntie number 2 huh. -.- and the WOW thing is.. im the only girl. -.- 4 boys. WOW. -.-" wth.. nvm. haha. they quite funny la. hahas. (: damn heavy!! i packed the whole sec1 NA man. wth. i took damn long time to pack lor. argh. im always making mistakes. ><><] said . haha. he's nice la.. he teached me how to pack into the plastic bag. haha. it's easy task to you guys. but not to me. =x NOOB WHAT. =x hehe (x im tired. im hands are numb now. i cut myself when im packing the books. >< pain pain. haha.

sorry to all those people waiting for me online. sorry. i wont be online very often now. until.. christmas. i'll be online. i guess so? haha. yup. sorry. dont wait for me alright.
TO ESTHER FOO : sorry to keep you waiting. ): sorrysorrysorry.

hey guys. my hands are tired. i'll blog some other time alright. (: BYE GUYS (:
HAPPY EARLY CHRISTAS (x

2005-12-17T05:13:00.000-08:00

yayees! i've done my holiday hmks. ALL DONE. =DD WOOTS* goodgood. no worries now. haha (: yup. once again. i felt like blogging. HAHA.

life is as usual. BORING. chatted with cassan like almost everyday sia. of cos! my old daughter aka my future clothes designer . not bad cassandra/cassany. TALENTED. (; she did for me a "wonderwoman outfit." LOL! wanna see? alright. wait ahh.. (:

that's CASSANDRA'S WORK HUH. hahaha! xDD good work cassan. (;
hahas! =DD

im bored now. can someone entertain me? haha. im always bored la.. haha. alright. end here la. bye guys! =DD
it's aint a good post today either. mine is never perfect.

2005-12-14T17:56:00.000-08:00

i felt like blogging suddenly. i dont know why.. and i woke up EARLIER today . =DD

hahas (: i tried doing my chinese comprehension cloze open - ended just now. but it seems like i cant concentrate.. WHY! i dont know either. it's probably i dont know how to read most of the words or either there's too much noise around me. yup.. either one of them.. or is it BOTH of them? =/ omg. i want to do. but i just dont understand the damn passage . arrkks. HELP! anyone pro in chinese? i need help! sigh.. not him again. NONO. NEVERRRRRRRRR.....

yays! im going to buy my books later. i cant wait. i dont know why too. im weird.. haha. but i dont want to buy it now either.. i know it's getting late.. but, i have not finish doing my chinese hmks. i will get worried if my mind keeps thinking of the science hmks. damnit. SOMEBODY HELP? yeah.. i seriously need someone to help me in chinese. someone offer help please? haha! i better try to go do la.. before it's damn late. and i cant really sleep at night .

alright. i've gotta run now! bye ! =D

2005-12-14T01:58:00.000-08:00

hey. im back to blogging. haha (:

ystd. woke up early in the morning. my dad woke up up.. wtf. -.- nvm. i woke up after he went to work. was damn happy abt going out later at 10am. CHICKEN LITTLE ! haha. then smsed nurul if there's a need to tap the card at bugis. know what? she told me that it's cancelled. alright. nvm.. i shall not talk anymore of that. obviously, i didn't buy my shut - up wallet .i was using the computer the whole day.. of cos not the whole day la.. i did my compo (: now, both of my compos are done! WOOTS* and i managed to sleep last night soundly. =DD

i woke up early today! WOOTS* haha. i've been waking up very late when holiday starts.. yeah. VERY LATE. xD haha.. chatted with felicia in the morning. she's damn funny. and of cos. CUTE. =D haha. she said her fren was sleeping like a pig. =x no offence when that person came and read hor. dont scold felicia too. haha. then felicia said her phone got sms. then she's being daring to go wake her up. and guess how she wake her up? she poked her fren! hahaha! see! she's so cute! (x haha. then her fren said that she's being very rude. haha. i said her bad girl. then she say.. then how to wake her up? shake her ah? then i say.. of cos not la.. later you shake her too much later she go out with you she keeps vibrating non-stop. wouldn't it be weird? HAHA. yeah. she's always a cute little girl (:

i've been doing 3-4 question of my chinese comprehension cloze passage.. haha. for half an hour. HAHA. im gonna do it later man. if not i cant sleep tmr night AGAIN. hai. -.- if possible, i can do another comprehension cloze open ended. (: i better finish them by thursday. if not, on friday, im so damn busy. i dont have the time to do it! saturday , i have to do my science. and something. i have not buy my textbooks yet! ><><

alright . i shall end it here alright.. shall post more some other time (:

2005-12-12T11:29:00.000-08:00

what's wrong with the damn time on blogger? cant they just put the time back? if not, other would think wth are you doing in the middle of the night man?! alright. shall not talk about that..

yupps! jolin and alisa were back! alisa came back yesterday. i thought it was saturday? haha. she also dont know.. she took the thailand airlines. so does jolin! but they different time la. haha[: i make them to talk about their trip to thailand. then im like. ???? in my mind man. i dont know what are they talking about. >< yeah. i know they're talking about the stuffs in thailand. well.. i want to go there! [x

i've decided to take out the password thingy. it's like quite troublesome. when someone tried to find some shit stuffs in my blog. yeah. the password will be back man.. haha. so pray hard that the person does not find any faults in my blog. if not, the troublesome part will come [:

im pissed. i want my wallet!! my brother asked me if i like leather wallet? then i said yes. then he asked if is it the one that have a butterfly on it? im like.. no. i dont like butterfly. then my mother took the phone away from me. -.- he told my mum that he's worried that later he bought it, then i dont like the design. then my mum said to give me the money and i go buy it myself. im so frickin happy la. cause i meeting with nurul at bugis. and i want to buy the wallet from the wallet shop! well, guess i cant now. DAMN FUCK IT! =x wtf. i saw him just now. in the morning. in the midnight and whatever , he's out. yeah.. so.. i saw him this morning. and so. my mum asked him for the money before he goes out. then he said "give her the money for what? i dont like to anyhow give people money. i give people presents and not money. im like.. wtf man. bloody hell . @!#$%^@#%& shit ass. then i asked my mum to give me the money first. then later on he return her the money. she said. cannot la! he say he mabe giving the money maybe dont want. later you go buy he dont want to give how? FUCK SHIT LA. make me so happy.. now all is going down the damn drain! shiat.

- I WANT THAT DAMN BLOODY WALLET!!

2005-12-11T12:18:00.000-08:00

just woke up. haha. today's the latest time that i woke up man. cause when i want to sleep, i close my eyes. then suddenly a lot of questions just rush towards me. i dont know why. homework not done rushed to me. smses rushed to me. -.-" people's face poping out in front of me again. -.-"" i just want to have a good sleep. cant i ?

well, i guess that person had changed back to himself. i think so.. he sounds like he's back to his old self [: that's a good thing [: alright. next year your last year in nats already. good luck alright. have a good position next year! =D

alisa's back since ystd ! but i still haven't heard from her. i guess she's too sleepy and went to sleep[: haha. good thing. she better sleep before i come and talk to her with my madness. haha! [:

jolin's home by today! but i dont know when. ): i hope soon! haha. funfun! xD everyone's back! i can start my life again! WOOTS*

tuesday[: WOOTS* chicken little day ! =DD i cant wait for it man! i feel like watching now! but some of my frens say it's isn't that nice. 2 person said it was quite boring. the another 2 said it's a damn nice show. well, i shall check it out myself then! =DD

- he had changed back to his old self which is what i want [:
- alisa and jolin are back! WOOTS*
- chicken little [: tuesday [:

2005-12-10T04:37:00.000-08:00

i've made that password thingy. haha. to prevent people from finding faults in my blog like last time -.-" what's wrong with them man? nothing better to do is it.. finding faults in other's people's blog is really that nice to you? if you have nothing better to do , just switch off the computer. or maybe you can go do something else that will not piss people off then.

oh well. forget about it . [: im bored. and alisa is back later at night ! WOOTS* yays! she's finally back home! home sweet home [: hahas [:

jolin's coming home tmr ! WOOTS* i cant wait to talk to them man! im so frickin bored without them . NO FUN. NO LIFE! and now, they're are finally back! WOOTS* =DD

tuesday [: nurul , dont forget ahh [: hahas! i cant wait man! chicken little here i come ! WHEETS` im gonna make my brother jealous. haha. i dont think he have the time to go watch man. his OCS. struggle. haha. well. if he goes to the cinema, i think he'll go dancing in the cinema man. -.-" it's rather lame. but. he's quite crazy nowadays. that song . -.-"" okay. enough of him. before he comes and whack me . -.-

im done with it ! =DD im not good in blogging nowadays. cos i've been too damn bloody lame la. sorry about that. but yeah. enjoy the songs [: i'll be putting up more songs some other time when im free alright [:

2005-12-09T08:03:00.000-08:00

alisa's returning tomorrow! i cant wait man!! WOOTS* [:

jolin's coming home the next day too! im so gonna wait patiently for her man! [:

chicken little ! tuesday . [:

2005-12-09T02:53:00.000-08:00

went for backbone check up just now . height 161.9 . wth. why didn't i grew another 0.1cm more?! arrghh! weight . 51. ><>< let's see on 22nd december if i need to put not. bleahs.. im feeling bored now.

can someone entertain me? im fricking bored la. alisa is coming home! WHEETS`. =DD jolin come home FASTER! ><

alright. i shall go now. i better go do my hmks fast before it's too late! ARGH. >< i still need to work. let's see then. [:

2005-12-08T22:05:00.000-08:00

im bored. so i came to blog! see how nice i am. hahas! im crapping yesh i know. -.-"

life is as usual. it's BORING! well. cant help it but to stick my butt on my computer chair and glue my eyes onto the computer screen. (: and on the computer , all i does is CHAT WITH FRENS , PLAY THAT GAME WITH ULIN [hahahas!] and listen to the music? =/

azu talked to me on msn last night! she's in france now. WOOTS* snowsnow! WHEESH WHOOSH*

yeah! finally i found someone to watch with me that CHICKEN LITTLE! WOOTS* NURUL FATIN! my lifetime bestest of the bestest bestest fren (: err.. is there such word? =/ WELL. IM CREATING NEW WORD ALWAYS! ahhahas!=DD chicken little. tuesday. (: MAYBE I CAN! =DD WOOTS* i cant wait for it man! =DD

jolin had went for 1 day already. im starting to miss her man! haha! i want her to come back.. life is quite boring without her man!

alisa is coming HOME! WOOTS* in another 3 more days man! i cant wait! hahas!

* i blogged for *cassanyy- haha! since she blogged for me , i blog for her then! =DD

- alisa's coming home! WOOTS* WHEETS` WHOOSH!
- yayness! im watching CHICKEN LITTLE with nurul fatin! WOOTS*

2005-12-08T00:18:00.000-08:00

WOOTS*
i finally make that jukebox! WOOTS*
im gonna make for sarah her JUNYANG'S ONE. haha
sarah want want? haha.
i pulled out 3/4 of my hair for that bloody jukebox! ARRGHH.
quite difficult. i see the htmls and i almost FAINTED!
and i made it ! WOOTS*

2005-12-07T19:36:00.000-08:00

jolin's at the changi airpot now! hahas! i shall talk to her the last time ): she's coming home on monday? yeah. I WILL WAIT . =DD like what i did for alisa! HAHAHAS!! yeah. im still missing her man! ): alisa, please come home NOW! =DD

alright. i shall end it here (: btw, i want to watch chicken little. yeah. no time no money. SIGH ):

-im still waiting for alisa ! =DD 5 more days! =DD
- jolin pls come back soon too yeah? another 6 more days (:
- i want to watch that damn CHICKEN LITTLE !

2005-12-06T04:44:00.000-08:00

changed my blogskin . but it may not be nice to some of you guys . kinda like it . but . okay , not really . but just using it temporately. (x nurul fatin is making for me one ! i think =/ hahas(:

yeah . life is still normal . BORING!

jolin is leaving for thailand tmr . AWW MAN! im gonna miss her ): no her = no life . life sucks without her man ! NO FUN! shiat . wonder when she'll be coming back ! and the fun will be BACK !

no more guitar pratices ! did i mentioned that? nah? i dont think so. YEAH ! but of cos . need to pratice at home . SIGH . i will if i have the time AH MA . (x

i want to watch chicken little ! but it's just that i dont have the damn time ! and the damn money of course . -.-" SOMEWHERE SPARE ME MONEY ? ((x

- 6 more days when ALISA'S COMING HOME ! WOOTS* 3 cheers for her ! =DD
- jolin's leaving . ): i'll miss her . ):
- i want to watch chicken little ! ><

life is BORING

2005-12-04T00:05:00.000-08:00

yeah. life is boring ! B-O-R-I-N-G ! i have no life ! i want to go back to school. it's better (:

im getting bored . i want to watch chicken little.

alisa please come back ! im bored ! 3 days you're gone. another 1 week more and you're back ! im waiting (:

- im waiting for alisa! =DD
- i want to watch chicken little man!

2005-12-03T01:28:00.000-08:00

everyone's changing .

YOU will absolutely NOT affect ME ! i've washed my hands off YOU!

2005-12-01T22:57:00.000-08:00

sigh.. everyone is going for holidays these few days. im BORED! i want to go for holidays too. but well. i cant. ): BOOHOO! )x

norman came back ystd! =DD UNFORTUNATELY. he didn't buy anything for me! BOOHOO! nvm. he still owe me a present (x hahas(:

alisa went back to thailand just now! aww man. im gonna miss her man. =x she's sucha fun girl la. now cannot talk to her already. SIGH. but she's back on 11! i will wait man (:

jolin is leaving on 7 to thailand! why is so many people going thailand ?! is it funfun! i want to GO! (x but i CANT! HAI.

hwa xiang is back from thailand! =D but. nah. i bet he didn't buy anything. IT'S SO OBVIOUS MAN! he just went there to have... fun. -.-"

heard the word "thailand" this week man! so many people are going to thailand! what's there man?! i want to go. and the worst thing. everybody is going BANGKOK! alisa is gonna meet jolin man. if it's possible. WISH THEM LUCKS! =DD
alright. playplayplay!

i want to watch chicken little !

- alisa is gone. *POOF* 1 day. ):
- chicken little ! =DD
- PRESENTS ! =DDDDDDDDDDD**

2005-11-27T19:06:00.000-08:00

HEYYS! okay. that's lame. -.-" im bored. everyone is like having chalet and going overseas or going out often . but im stuck in the house . all i can do is to play the computer , study and watch the damn teevee . but it's totally boring!
1 . the computer - im feeling like there's nothing much on the computer now. it's like it's absolutely boring in front of the computer! all i can do is to go surf the friendster , go check my blog's tagboard , blogging and listening the music and chat with my friends online . that's all !
2 . you guys know when i will study . but i dont have the feeling to study now . even though i force myself , i will answers the questions with the wrong answers . damnit . SCREWED . and my parents are pressuring me to study right now . damnit . i dont like people to force me to study . i will study when i have the mood man . ARRGHH. !@#$% $ okay. im RELAXING . (: im PERFECTLY FINE okay! =DD
3 . teevee - is there any nice show on the teevee now ? no yeah ? EXACTLY ! i only watch the "get shine on" which is showing on channel 55 . i love that ouyang shan man. HANDSOME HANDSOME! WOOTS* =x hahas . yeah . i've been watching that ONLY . unbelievable right ? but. yeah. ONLY THAT! other than that , nahh . B-O-R-I-N-G !

i need someone to entertain me now . im getting even more boring when each day passes by . REALLY . i have no life now . yeah . i've got something to do . -.-" the stupid guitar pratices . HELP!! i cant stand mr yeo . he kept wanting us to be some "professionist in guitar" i think i rather be a imperfectionist huh . STUPID ! arrks . cant help it but to GO ! ><
alright . shall ends here . (: blog some other time alright . it's isn't a good post today (:

2005-11-25T06:43:00.000-08:00

went out with my mum today. hahas. went to j8 with my mum. did nothing but eating there. >< hahas. then went to bugis. went to buy my bag! hahas. i love that bag man.=DD esther FOO and felicia you should know which bag huh. (: hahas. yeah. short post huh. but. yeah. im just blogging the sake of blogging man.

2005-11-25T06:07:00.000-08:00

i made this blogskin! WHEETS`! WOOTS*
actually , the pic was taken out from a blogskinner . but i made some changes . haha . hope you guys like it. i've gave credits to the original blogskinner =DD

2005-11-23T18:40:00.000-08:00

heyys !
im back to blogging AGAIN! =DD
got miss me? xDD haha . okay . i shall start . =DD

SUNDAY`
woke up and my head hurts . damnit it's a headache . arrkks . didn't really bother . went downstairs to use comp . =DD chatted for 2hrs plus . funfun ! xDD then the pain started to come again . switched off the comp and went upstairs to rest . but everytime i close my eyes . 2 person will appear . some already know about it? or maybe it's only 2 person who knew about it ? haha(: kept tossing and turning about in my bed . cant sleep . i waited . suddenly my dad came come and im like . damnit . cant sleep now . cause my dad will nag at me to do my damn hmks . arrghh . and . of cos he came up and nag . i kept chasing him out of the room and told him im sick and i need a rest !! but he dont listen and kept saying me and stuffs . how irritating . -.-"" i cant sleep !! he keep waking me up to help him make that damn computer . oh yeah . i think i haven told you all . my comp is upgraded to windows XP and so. of cos he doesn't knows how to use . yeah . then i went to my mum's bed . her bed damn nice to sleep (x mine is like so bouncy so difficult to sleep >< sleep =DD

MONDAY`
had guitar pratice at that time . but i didn't went . i still had fever . so.. yeah . woke up at around 11+? haha . went online . then saw sarah . then i asked her what did they did for guitar today . surprisingly , she didn't went . COOL =DD haha . then yeah . chatchatchat (: then crystal said she didn't went for guitar too! GOODIE =DD haha . 3 person didn't went . i bet there are more people who didn't went . hahahas (: chatchat (:

TUESDAY`
went for guitar very early in the morning . didn't know if you're late you'll have punishment man . im not late. it's just that it's raining heavily and i wanted esther to go to the bus stop and accompany me to go . and of cos . she took her sweet time =x so i didn't wait . i walked under the rain . i cant believe myself that im walking under the rain when i just recovered man . and also not so recovered . nvm . yeah . walked in . shirt damn wet . okay . not so wet . haha (: mr yeo went there already . quite a lot of people still didn't come . so he said that since we're waiting , we shall play the pieces that we're suppose to play during the next year orientation camp . and almost everybody was there , he said he's gonna start the lesson . and we're like HUH!! we hate that book lesson pratises. we hate it man . ARRKKS . yeah . then i just knew that they're playing the ye qu by jay man . I WANT THE SCORES ESTHER =DD yeah . played until 12.30 then he let us go . ours lesson only last until 12pm sharp! he let us go at 12.30 . "$%^@!^&@ him man . yeah . then ate my lunch in school and HOME SWEET HOME =DD

TODAY`
gonna play badminton with alisa and yeerong later . thought jolin would be going but . nahh . she's not! DAMNIT! i want her to go with cecilia . but guess. yeah. cant. ): nvm(: and he's not going ! YAYS! hahas. shouldn't be happy. but. yeah. i dont really want him to go too . hahas(: alisa , no tricky trick for you today =DD hahas =DD cant wait! (:

HAVE FUN GUYS` (:

-badmintonbadminton yay yay! =DD WOOTS* (:

chicken little (x

2005-11-18T02:31:00.000-08:00

im back to BLOGGING! =DD
hahas . yeaps . =DD

went to school just now . to hand in that humanities homeworks. luckily i finished it . =DD hahas . esther and fenella was waiting for me at the bus stop . wah .. im princess sia . hahahas. no la! (x yeah . then walked to school . so many people at the canteen sia . haha . pratically . everyone went there to copy work . hahaha . i copied some . xP hehehe (x yeah . then went to hand in with fenella .

yeah . went to meet esther at the canteen again . esther called wei zhen to come to school earlier to copy the work . but i think she cant . so , esther , fenella and me walked to her house . so da pai sia . must bring that WORK just to her house . that time damn funny . hahaha . one lift just close . and another open . then there's a man walked in and the lift close then the another one open . hahaha . it's like . we're damn lame laughing about that lift opening and closing . hahahas =DD LAUGHING IS A GOOD THING =DD she finally came down (: gave it to her . and we went back to school AGAIN . -.- the people is like looking at us why we keep coming and going out of the school . hahahas . damn weird . yeah . then we wanted to go heartland . but esther suggested to go to sarah's house . =DD and so . WE WENT !

then we forgotten what level she stayed at . then we keep pressing the lift button from lvl 7 then go up to lvl 8 then to 9 then to 10 then went down to 6 then went to 5 then 4 then 3 then 2. then esther say better get out because other people still want to use the lift . and we're at the 2nd floor . and we slowly climbed up . we look at the door gate and continued to walk until we saw the correct one . and we're like . damn EXHAUSTED! wah lao . we climbed to the 12th floor . and im at the 7th floor wondering why sarah stay so high level . ARRGHH :@ we're all panting outside her house . and her mum was like very shocked why are we behaving like this . then we told sarah that we dont know what floor she stayed at . then we from lvl 2 walked up to lvl 12. -.-"" 3 months didn't exercise and now we're DAMN TIRED! hahahhas. we didn't drink water when we reached her house and instead , i asked her if i could play the computer . (x hahahas . =DD yeah . then signed into my msn . =D then esther is like . keep saying to jolin hello like for 6 times ? im like. auntie ah . you not sian saying hello meh ? im damn sian already ley . can you say something FRESH ? hahas . and yeah . she still didn't say anything fresh . -.- it's getting late . so we went home . =DD

yeaps . waited at the bus stop for the bus to come . and esther's bus came . but she doesn't want to sit . then she say later must miss my another bus . then im like . wtf . then my bus came . 113 =D then i was walking . then esther keep begging me not to go. then i keep looking at her and say bye bye . then bus went already sia! WAH LAO! then i was like . chasing after the bus . half way then nv chase . wah lao . the bus just go like that :@ then esther still say she thanking the bus for going sia . wah lao ehh . then waited . her bus 53 came again . then this time yao sheng came . hahaha . esther was abt to go up . then i said ESTHER!! DONT GO LA!! COME DOWN!! GET YOUR ASS FROM THE BUS!! then she came down . hahahas. cause she just stepped on the first step of the bus . hahahahas . then yao sheng call us to hand in his work for him cause he didn't wear his school uniform . yeah . we helped . =DD see . we're so kind . hahahhas. PUI! =DD hahahas. yeah . then went back to the school bus stop to go home . my 62 came first . =DD yay! hahahas

and my butt was sticked onto the chair until 6+ going 7 since i came home at arnd 4+ =DD hahahas. yeah . hey . i think i gtg now . gonna eat my DINNER and watch my TEEVEE XD yeaps . CHILL GUYS . =DD take care . =DD

-hyperhyper . yays . yayness . =DD

2005-11-16T06:29:00.000-08:00

IM BACK! =DD
okay . i promised esther to write when i came home from that sengkang sec.
but i was too tired. i went to take a nap and here i am! =DDD

yeah . went to sengkang sec to fill in the application form for transfering in . wow. -.- i took more than half an hour to reach that damn bloody sengkang sec . -.- okay . we alighted the bus . and the bus driver told my dad to walk right . and so . my dad and i walked right . then ask the two kids . they say walk left . we are . huh?! O.O then okay . we walked left . then ask a indian woman who is staying near there i think . she said walk right . we're like. WAH LAO . KNS . WALK WHERE ONE ?! then ask a malay woman . then she say walk left. we're !!!!! wtf. then ask the people at the bus stop . they say walk left . and so . we made up our mine and walk left . =DD yeah . half way through , we're missing . -.- wow.-.- how great can it be . -.- yeah . then ask a small little boy . he damn cute sia . eating then walk . DAMN CUTE ! ((x then he brought us . very far. i almost crawl there . i walk until my leg want to break already . and my medicine started to react already . damnit . nvm . CONTINUE . =D then reached . they just gave us the form . and said there's no vacancies. but my father ask for the application form . then she gave us . filled it up and went . AND. we're kinda missing again . -.- wah lao . need to walk so deep in . LOST. -.-""" nvm .

reached home . i quickly ran to my bed and put my head under the pillow . i dont want anyone to disturb me . so i put my head UNDER my pillow . =DD good idea right ? LOL ! (((x yeah . woke up . and so . HERE I AM ! i sounds like im a superman sia . -.-" nvm . (: yeah . im done for my day today . =DD

- i have NO LIFE ! )):

2005-11-12T00:21:00.000-08:00

HEYYS !
IM BACK! woots* (:
hahahas. ((x

life is boring as usual . had guitar pratices every monday and tuesday . wow. -.- i pulled out like 3/4 of my hair . -.- dont be shock if you see my botak alright . LOL . yeah . mr yeo SUCKS ! =x it's the fact . he sucks man . i hate him ! he keep pressuring US ! yes . the sec ones going sec twos . lol . i pity the juniors next year coming to guitar club sia . okay . yeah . last sentence . HE SIMPLY SUCKS ! (:

everybody's life is the same . NO LIFE! yeah . ABSOLUTELY NO LIFE . i shall find my best friend now . she's name as stone. say "HI" to her . LOL! okay . im lame . yeah . super duper lame . -.- *digdigdig* i need to find some nice things to do. im always doing my hmks . see how hardworking am i . CHOI AH! my ass man . i hardworking . i've been hogging on the comp for HOURS ! xP yeaps . (: ME! (x sian la . I NEED TO GO OUT! BUT NOT TO PRATICE . ): HELP.

-im shouting for HELP!! =x

2005-11-04T02:19:00.000-08:00

went to junction 8 and bugis just now. (:
with FELICIA , ESTHER and CASSAN ! WOOTS*
hahaha. cassan is late. but it's alright(:
we're waiting for her and suddenly saw kieran . -.-
swayed .
nvm. we're waiting . and we wanted to watch a movie .
actually planning to watch sky high which starts at 12.10.
but cassan still haven come . she's like still at home waiting for her dad to drive her to there ?
wtf man. then we changed to corpse bride.
nicenicenice (:
but neck very pain . lols .
and im so damn fulled in like .. 3/4 of the movie . i cant move when the show ended . my butt is like sticked to the seat . lols .
but no choice . still must try to stand up .
yeah . then went to take neoprints . (:
the 3 chio bus damn chio sia . -winks .
ESTHER , felicia and cassan damn chio sia. (((x
TRUTH WHAT . (x
yeah. then headed off to bugis .
but cassan doesn't want to go. ):

YUPP. we're there. and went to "the wallet shop" saw a "shut up" pencil case .
damn freaking nice.

NICE RIGHT ? hahahas.

im so in love with it. (x

hahahas. bought it for 5.90 only.

then esther went to buy the wallet. wth man. very expensive sia.

nvm . she's LOADED . ((:

yeah. then walked around .

then went home.

the bus journey is damn long sehhs..

almost slept in the bus.=x

but the auntie beside me kept moving here and there so cant sleep in the end. =x

yupp . SHALL GO OUT FOR OFTEN YEAH ?

ESTHER FELICIA AND CASSAN ? ((((((:

i'll be so looking forward to it man . =D

2005-11-03T17:23:00.000-08:00

meeting felicia , esther and cassan later ! ((:
WOOTS*
long time never see esther already.
sure damn chio one. hahas ..
see that esther? YOUR NAME IS BIG BIG HERE. (:
some chio bu. -winks. (:
hahahahas (:
yeah. meeting THEM! (:
sad thing that krystle and isabel not coming with us. SOB. ):
krystle have badminton trng. but it's until like .. 12 ends ?
she still can come mahhs .
nvm . later try smsing her again. (:
isabel having camp .
sigh. ):
ulin , she's going out with her other friends .
SIGH .
it's like so little people going .
hai. nvm . let's see . (:
yeah. MEETING THEM !
WOOTS*
hahahas.
alright i think i need to go soon .
i need to BATHE !
hahahas.
BYE ! (((((:

2005-11-02T06:47:00.000-08:00

went back to rosyth just now. ((:
met ulin!
WOOTS*
met her at heartland first.
then went to hougang interchange to change bus . (:
yeah. and that danyal kept calling ulin.
he's very IMPATIENT!
but he's always one. (:
yeah. when walking , saw cassan on the way! (:
some chio bu. (: hahahas. CASSAN , you cant deny. (:
then wanted to walk to the another void deck opposite the school.
then saw danyal. WTF MAN. -.-
then danyal saw us!
then he started walking towards us.
then we're like running away from him.
then we dont know mahs. then suddenly he said "OI!"
i jumped up sia. lols.
TOLD ULIN. he wont be a "MEI NUI" LOL!
his RUGBY trng really NOTHING.
he din change.
yeah. NOT A "MEI NUI" . lol!
yeah. forget it.
then we went into the SCHOOL! WOOTS*
then was standing outside the general office.
then saw 2 guys shouting to ulin.
i know 1 of them is erms. jackson? think so. =/
the other .. i dont know. lol
then we were abt to walk arnd the school , we saw MRS TEO! (:
yeah. talked to her a little while.
then we headed up to the canteen. (:
wanted to pangseh danyal. but he came up.
then he say. ulin. i gotta go now. bye.
then after he left , he smsed ulin and said "DAMN! i shouldn't had come today".
im like.. your problem lor. lols
yeah. then we continued.
we walked to canteen.
then the principal was there.
and we din go and sign into the book la.
so we went back back to first lvl to sign. -.- wtf. lols
then signed.
saw isabel and gang while walking to the canteen.
I MISS HER! ((:
then went back AGAIN!
hahas.
we DRANK. (:
we're damn bloody thirsty la.
then walked arnd the school . (:
damn colourful now. (:
draw what qin shi huang. then all those ancient things la.
EX-ROSYTHIANS , GO BACK AND SEE! (:
yeah. then walked up lvl by lvl.
went to science garden.
walkwalkwalk. (:
FINALLY. we sat down.
and we started to read my school magazines.
some stuffs.
hahahas. we're like ALONE in the ibc.
no one there!
except 3 of us!
how quiet.
so nice. (: hahhas((:

yeah. then walked around to find for the 2 guys!
wow. they're in the 502 class. -.-
wow. -.-
THEY WENT IN AND PLAY LA!
wtf man.
like that also can. lol
yeah. then it's getting late.
and i need to go.
so. yeah. we left. ):

I LOVE ROSYTH LOADS!
ROSYTH ROCKS BIG TIME! (((:

2005-11-01T17:51:00.000-08:00

im back ! =D
WHEETS` gonna meet ulin and exclassmates later !
WOOTS*
heard from nicole that there's JUMBLE SALE !
WOOTS*
but not sure if we go , there's still .
hahahas . but , we went to there to look for mrs teo !
I MISS ROSYTH !
BADLY ! =D

- she rocks. he rocks. they rock . ROSYTHIANS ROCK!
WOOTS*

my mum just called my cousin to ask for my uncle's condition and the address and stuffs .
and he's in ICU!
wtf man.
so serious mehh?
sigh .. he had been quite strong .
but because he SMOKES.
because he smokes, he's having this kind of problems.
sigh ..
uncle , HANG ON THERE! (:

- uncle get well soon. (:

2005-11-01T00:45:00.000-08:00

HE LIED!
YES HE!
GAN HWA XIANG!
HE LIED!
BLOODY HELL.
LIAR!
BLOODY HELL !

2005-10-31T23:55:00.000-08:00

im rotting HERE.
im waiting.
im waiting ..
im waiting to see hwa xiang's nephew!
he's cute. (x
damn cute . (x
it's making me very imapatient to see him!
he's playing dota.
hwa xiang is teaching how to play that!
why is he polluting him to play dota?
ARRGHH`
so cute! ((x

-rotten

2005-10-31T08:17:00.000-08:00

went out with felicia just now. (:
decided to go to j8 .
waiting for the bus 55 for so long.
FINALLY, it came (:
long journey.
not so long. haha. (:
talked about the life we used to be during rosyth.(:
yeah. quite fun. (:
walked around j8.
found out that the things there are EXPENSIVE. =/
yeah. regretted not bringing out 20 bucks.
but it's all over now (:
had fun. (:
it's quite boring in there.
so we decided to go to BUGIS! (:
walked around. (:
spent $1.40 on a cup of drink ?
haha. i didn't buy anthing except for that DRINK.
because we're out for like 3 hours plus and kept talking .
and our mouth were dried up.
so. yeah. WE NEED A DRINK. (:
walked around.
went to the wallet shop.
found the two nice one and a nice pencil case.
but i didn't bought it.
i dont have much cash with me. >.<"
the wallet - 23 bucks.
the pencil case - i think at least 10 bucks.
and we decided to leave the shop.
walked around.
but it's getting BORING.
so we went out of the mall and go get some fresh air (:
we're just opposite bugis village [i think it's called that. =/]
decided to shop there awhile (:
saw BAGS! hahas (:
wanted to buy.
but very expensive. ):
24 bucks for that bag.
asking my mum for MONEY! =D
hahas . (:
went home . long journey. long outing (:

it's 12.28am.
im stonning at home.
im bored .
no one is talking to me.
im so bored.
HELP. =x
i need someone to talk.
everyone is like sleeping?
nono. not everyone. but most of them.
im bored.

2 november and 4 november = WOOTS*

2005-10-30T19:08:00.000-08:00

im bored !!
someone entertain me ?
please. im damn bloody bored here right now.
a very one here. hahas (:
i need to talk to someone. (:
anyone will do(:
anyone who can talk to me , im satisfied (:
IT'S TOTALLY BORING !
i think i shall go and do my hmks later .
to keep me occupied .
if not im like.. sitting in front of the computer doing NOTHING !
ABSOLUTELY NOTHING !
yeah . if someone keep me entertained , i'll SIT IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER! =D
haha (:

going back to rosyth with ulin , cassan , danyal , maybe andrew , lois!
i miss them loads.
haha (:
meeting mrs teo.
I MISS ROSYTH!!
this is speacially for EX609ERS!!
WOOTS*
hahahas. ROSYTH ROCKS! (:
yeah. it ROCKS BIG TIME! ((:
looking forward to that ! =D

hmms . on friday , going out with the EX609ERS [GIRLS]!
hahahas.
2 outing with EX609ERS twice! (:
but of course some cant make it. ):
AT LEAST! can meet the others!
WHEETS*
going j8 i think.
meeting FELICIA(: first(:

I MISS THEM!
I MISS EX609ERS! (:
THEY ROCKS!
ROSYTH ROCKS!

- she loves rosythians. exrosythians or rosythians. THEY ROCKS BIG TIME! (:

2005-10-28T21:02:00.000-07:00

im bored!
so i decided to blog. (:
got back my report book ystd.

english - grade 3
chinese - grade 5
mathematics - grade 3
science - grade 2
history - grade 5
literature - U [damnit!]
dnt - grade 5
art - grade 4

yeah. all those.
i know my results SUCKS a lot
totally sucky.
yeah.
i want to get myself fully occupied next year.
i dont want to use the comp as often as now.
i want to keep myself veryvery occupied with my school works.
so yeah.
i think i can do it. =S
i will be still stick with the computer.
nono. i cant!
my eldest brother will be home next year .
so yeah. he'll be using it very often.
YEAH! that's good! (:
but i will miss the computer. hahas
but in order for me to get into 3E, STUDY HARD!
hahahas. so yeah. (:

BROKE~

2005-10-24T01:43:00.000-07:00

im broke~
so damn broke.
damnit.
im in need of MONEY!!
HELP.
any spare one ? hahas (:
yeah. wasted my money of loads of things.

1. the superstar disc [i still owe my mum's money for that. -.-"] = 15 bucks
2. my rebonding hair in arnd the corner. i still dont have much money. >.<" = 50 more bucks.
3. the EX609ERS girls gathering. it's a must to bring like 30 to 40 bucks? well , i dont even have a dollar saved for that! - 30 to 40 bucks. take it as 40 bucks
TOTAL = 105 bucks.

WTF! damnit. SO MUCH?! damnit.
im so broke.
HELP.
someone HELP.
so little time to get 105 bucks saved.
let me see .
one day get around 4 bucks.
8 days left.
well .. it's so not enough for my GATHERING! help.
im totally broke.
maybe lending from my mum.
BUT.
she will go NAGGING. =x
yeah. nag until i go out . -.-
damnit. really need to save loads of money up already.
cant afford to spend on unnecessary things.
YUPP. (:
im not gonna spend anything that i dont need. (:
yaya. i know im being damn lame in here. -.-
talking abt MONEY.
yeahh. whatever.
HELP. lols

-she's in need of money. HELP. lols. (:

2005-10-21T03:05:00.000-07:00

felicia , me , JUNYANG SISTER , esther and sarah. (((((:
*WAVE WAVE* hahas (:
JUNYANG!! SO HANDSOME. XD
the poster , felicia and shu yi . (: hahas (: FELICIA.. hahas. (:
felicia , me , sarah , shu yi[felicia's fren (: ] , esther and the poster made by felicia and her frens (:
JUNYANG! (:
the girls . (:
JUNYANG AGAIN!! hahas.. he ROCKS! (:

JUNYANG! how come yong hao ah gong take the picture of him until like that. aiyoh. how bad. hahas.

JUNYANG!! hahas. weilian , jason JUNYANG , ruth and silver . (:

2005-10-20T00:21:00.000-07:00

got back my results .
neither good nor bad .
so .. yeah . it's average .

english - 100/140 [ im second. xD im being bhb i know . without oral ] = A2
maths - 69/100 = B3
chinese - 97/170 [ i've PASSED! xD ] = C5
science - 75/100 = A1
literature - 42/100 = E9
dnt - 53/100 = C6
history - 51/100 = C6
art - 58/100 = C5

yeahh . got a lot of Cs. damnit .
literature i only failed by like.. 8 marks!!! damnit .
wtf mann .
maths is totally dropped mann .
wtf .
chinese! yayness! hahas. i passed. but it's not with flying colours. but im contented. (:
hahas. (:

hey guys , thanks for the help ahh .
especially ULIN and hwa xiang. (:
hahas. you guys supported me . (:
helping me to stay happy when im worried for my exams marks . (:
THANKS . (:
there's still quite a lot more people . (:
THANKS MANN! (:
i love you guys! (((((:

- she finally smiled. she's contented. ((: she loves her friends around her! (:

2005-10-19T01:24:00.000-07:00

the day is getting nearer and nearer .
the worst thing is ..
IT'S TOMORROW!
how how how?
what if i dropped to NT?
it's like .. almost all the exams i dont know! damnit .
i scared im failing .
how?

english - i think i have some confident that i'll pass it . (:
maths - not so much . i lost like.. 10 marks ? damnit .
chinese - i flunked it like for free .
science - checked with some of my friends the answers . pratically , theirs are all the same except for some . mine? all different from them except for 2 .
history - can get arnd 40+ or bottom line pass ? hope so i PASS it !
literature - i wrote quite long but at the last part, it's like damn SHORT! damnit . how ? hope i pass that too .
art - think im passing ?
DNT - flunked it like for free . hope i pass up the that DNT project can pull me up . hope! i must do a better job!

yeahh. how?
most of them are done so badly .
and now , i have the feeling that i'll dropped to NT.
please . i dont want to drop all the way to normal technical.
im pleased if i still remain in na .
please . dont let me go to nt .
PLEASE .
let me remain in na .
if i still remain in na , i will work harder !
stop playing with the computer .
the computer is KILLING me .
yeahh . please! dont let me go to nt.
hope my teachers will help me remain in na during the promotion meeting just now.
please . dont let me go to nt .
im really scared if i goes to nt .
please .

- she left . she's wishing that she wouldn't go to normal technical . please help her .

2005-10-14T07:09:00.000-07:00

went out this afternoon. (((((:
went to heartland mall to go accompany esther to buy the jue dui superstar disc.
while waiting for her, saw jason.
he also meeting us later mahh. so.. he followed us. (:
then i saw HARRIS AND PAMELA.
damn paisehh la..
then went to the shop. thought of buying. then later need to stand somewhere else..
AIYAH! BUY LA! ((((((:
then i bought it!!! WOOTS*
then went back to the school bus stop to meet sarah and yong hao. ((:
yong hao was like.. wearing white long sleeve like he's going for wedding like that. lol =xXx
hahahha!! x))))
then waited for bus 53 for quite long sehhs.
FINALLY IT CAME!
then there's one xinghua guy went to shout like.. DAMN LOUD! then yong hao was like just beside him! then yong hao reaction damn funny la! hahahha!! ((:
then he say he become NCC commander head la.. take over my place la.. LOL!
then on our way there was quite boring la. (:
i almost slept. =xXx

REACHED! (((:
went to find FELICIA!!
i mean... CALL. (((:
yeahh. she came. she was supporting junyang by wearing YELLOW! (((:
JUNYANG ROCKS! ((((:
went to queue up.
quite long sia.
must sit at the hot place. arrkks.
then that person in front of us damn what la.
ask if like he very big deal like that.
jason just put out his leg. then he go and say you leg very irritating ley. move la. [sth like that]
then before that, he went to tell his another fren that very noisy ley. then he signal to his fren that it's us.
wtf mann. he saw i was staring at him. then he turn back to read his book.
damn what la he..
he talks more than us la can.
LOUDER SUMMORE! -.-"
still want to say people..
arrkks! my frens all continue making more noises. (:

abt to get in, we waiting until like.. 7+ then the deejay hui fen came out.
she started saying abt the superstar things. (:
then THEY CAME OUT!!
WOOTS* (((((((:
JUNYANG!!!!!!!!
he damn handsome la.. hahahas. (:
i sound like im despo. haha.
hahahaha.
then time to go up to let them sign.
getting nearer and nearer.
i snap some pic of them. but not clear one. )):
then i saw someone like miss joyce lee.
look like her. but she dun dress up like that one what.
but look like her leyys. >.<"
nvm. call hwa xiang to sms her if she got go. hahahas. (:
then went up. damn happy sia!!
damn nervous.
hahahas
shook kelly , silver, candyce and of cos JUNYANG!!
OMG!! he shook his hand until damn tight la.
AAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
im going crazy abt him.. hahahha!!
feel like damn WARM!
hahahahhaa!!! (((((:
alright. i know this part is rather despo. lol
omg!! i want to go for the superfunkies. [ i think it's spelt like that. =x]
but, dun think so can la.
my parents sure dun allow one.
cos it starts quite late and ends at quite late..
sighh.. hope i can go once. (:
well, i think i better study very hard. so that i can go wherever i want to go..
if i study hard, i think my parents allow me to go this kind of stuffs or go out late more often. ((:
yeahh. so.. hope so.. (:

-she ended with SCREAMING "JUNYANG!!!!! HE ROCKS BIG TIME!"

2005-10-10T22:58:00.000-07:00

YAYNESS!!
EXAM'S OVER!! ((((((((((((((((:
YAYS! ((((:
but, having a feeling im gonna fail a couple of subjects .
damnit .
think im gonna fail history , mt , maths ):, science ): and dnt .
wtf mann .
hope that i dun fail the maths and science for heaven sake .
i dun want to be dropped to NT .
i just want to remain in NA .
pls . i dun wan to .
think i've been playing computer when my exams are next day .
damnit .
why didn't i study?!
wtf mann .
sighh* no point of crying over a spilled milk .
damnit.
BUT, I REALLY DUN WISH TO GO NT!!
sighh*
hope i dun and still remain in NA .
that's my only wish now .
sighh*

went to heartland to find jolin and her friend . (:
she's TALL! (:
she's HOT too. (:
hahas . (:
returned part of the money . (:
i think she dun need to return already la. (:
just let the matter rest mann .
yupp . (:
sighh* thought will be touring the heartland with her .
but, nahh . she wants to go home and study for her exam tmr.
so.. yupp . kinda dissapointed la .
hahahhas ((:
went with esther to buy bday present for weizhen . (:
HAPPY BDAY . (:
then she called weizhen to come over to heartland and take her present . (:
hahahas . (:
yupp . walked around .
then went home . and here i am .
BLOGGING ! ((:

- swept away .
dissapointed .

2005-10-07T18:40:00.000-07:00

had art and mt exams yesterday.
i think im flunking my mt exam big time. ):
din really have the mood to do it.
there's so much movement in the surrounding.
i cant concentrate if there's lots of movements.
damnit. 2 papers flunked like hell.
hope that the upcoming maths and science paper i dun flunk mann.
these 2 subjects i flunk = DEAD.
science is my teacher who sets the paper.
she gave us revision.
kinda have more corrects than wrong? maybe. think so.
but, she said, there's more thinking in the science paper.
im going wtf mann. ):
ystd night, i was mugging my science worksheets and tbk.
when i was reading my science worksheet, i came across a crossword puzzle.
wtf mann. im like.. all blank la. dunno what's the answers. except for 1 or 2.
wtf. think im gonna flunk my science.
but, i hope so not. PLS NOT!
im gonna start mugging right after i post this.
mathematics, my teacher didn't really say anything but she said there's much calculatings.
i have a feeling that it's damn difficult and i totally flunk it.
wtf. pls. i cant afford to flunk these two papers.
all my science and maths marks are from high going to low.
DROPPING.
damnit. I WAN TO TURN BACK THE CLOCK!
someone pls stop turning me into what-so-ever-person.
i need to get high marks for my these two subjects before i retain in sec 1 again.
I DUN WANT TO!
*pray*

2005-10-05T23:16:00.000-07:00

just came back from exams.
damn tired mann.
history paper was okay la. (:
the front paper was rather easy. xD
the back one.. can totally flunk like crazy mann. ):
think i will get either bottomline pass or get 40+ marks?
hope so.. but, my father said if i fail, it's okay. try harder next time.
I WANT TO PASS!! ((:
went for a short break after the paper. then went back to class.
had english paper 2.
easy la. =xXx
but, really, it's really damn easy la.. hahas..(:
passed up the paper with confidence. (:
hope so i get high marks? hope. (:
after it ended, went down to the canteen to slack for a while.
talked. (:
about to 12.30, went up to the hall to take my mother tongue listening compre.
dun really know how to do la. wtf mann. ):
so damn bloody loud.
then go echo.. damn difficult to hear la..
damnit.
heck care la..
a lot of people also dunno how to do.. hehe..
alright gonna mug soon.
CHEERS GUYS! ((:

the years and months passes.
it's all going down to the drain.

2005-10-05T05:05:00.000-07:00

heyy guys. (:
this whole week is a damn stress mann.
had loads of mock tests given to my class. ):
FINALLY, i've started to do my revision. (:
but, yesterday and today was the most stress one!
yesterday, i dunno what on earth is my history tcher is teaching about. all the problems started to come to my mind. and it distracted me a lot of times when im studying. ):
TODAY, IM TOTALLY STRESSED UP! when i reach home from school at around 1.15+?
i ran home from the busstop and when i reach home, i told my mum to help me prepare a heavy lunch for me later cos, i dun wan to have any distraction later on.
my mum gave the heavy lunch to me as fast as possible.
i quickly ate my lunch and started my revision on HISTORY. aww mann.
and i broke the RECORD! (: hahas(:
i studied 3 chapters for 4 damn hours without any breaks!
YAHOO! ((:
hope that i can pass history tmr.
still left 1 more chapter to go.
gonna study it later for another maybe 2 hours? maybe. (:
gonna start my exams tmr.
tmr having english paper 2, history and mother tongue listening compre. (:
WISH ME LUCKS!
hahahas!! im too thick skin. hehe.. xP
the next day, having art and mother tongue paper 2.
then the following week monday, im having maths and science.
then on tuesday, having DNT and literature.
gonna be VERY STRESS!
the next time when yoo sees me, dun be shock that i have white hair growing out from my head horhhs. haha. (:

when i was studying yesterday at night, all of a sudden, there was loads of people calling me and smsing me one after another mann.
im so damn freaking shock la.
my dad was like.. uhh.. your phone kena jammed us it? why keep on playing the same sound?
hahas. (:
then i was too busy to go and check.
when i was suppose to sleep, wtf mann. 5 missed calls and there was 6 smses from all my FRENS! (:
thanks mann! (:
then i went to viewed my smses. and i saw hwa xiang's one.
i was so freaking SHOCK!
i din know he will sms me to ask when's my exams.
i thought he will just mug and just concentrate on his work mann.
THANK HWA XIANG(:
then all my primary school frens and seniors started to sms loads of stuffs to me!
omg.. so sweet.. hahas. (:
THANKS GUYS! (:
LOVE YOO ALL! ((:

YOO GUYS WORK HARD ALRIGHT. (:
ESPEICALLY HWA XIANG(:
TIME TO MUG! (:
HOPE THAT YOO'RE MUGGING.(:
LUCKS TO YOO A LOT! (:
I'LL BE ALWAYS SUPPORTING YOO ALRIGHT. (((:
ALL THOSE CLOSE PEOPLE TOO! (((:
THE EX-609ER PEEPS, 1G, ALL MY PRIMARY AND SECONDARY SCHOOL SENIORS. (:
GOOD LUCK MANN. (:
ALL THE BEST. (:
LOAD OF LUCKS. (:

alright. time to go soon to mug for my last chapter. (:
CHEERS GUYS! (((:

2005-10-03T04:00:00.000-07:00

1 and a half years.
14 days.
they just left me just like.
with a smile on their face.
just left.
no idea what will i be thinking during eoy.
studies? them?
i suppose them.
they had been supporting me all the way through when im having any exams.
now, *POOF* gone. ):
one, 1 and a half years. wonder how's he doing now. fine? hope so.
another? 14 days? and i've been started to miss him so badly?
yeahh. think so. ):

simply a girl with a broken smile without them. ):

2005-09-25T00:10:00.000-07:00

got back my progress card already.
it's aint good nor bad.
so-so la.
english- 56
maths- 68 [ i've DROPPED! ]
chinese- 44 [ DROPPED ]
science- 61 [ TOTALLY DROPPED ]
literature- 93
art- 60
DNT- 53
history- 60 i think.
most of them super duper dropped la.
only literature.
got high marks becos we do retest.
then all the questions and answers are all the same.
damnit.

friday just had guitar farewell party for the sec 4s and 5s seniors.
quite fun la. (:
made the straws and put it in the bottles.
meet up with esther then followed by sarah .
then went round the school with sarah with our heavy bag.
then we cannot tahan already .
must put our bag outside music room . (:
then went to canteen to call hish jiang and philbert to bring the bench to outside the music room .
mr yeo was there already!
he came for food.
have nice food, he will come early one la.
same as last time's tea party.
hahas. he came super early la.
then we started to take the food to the place.
there's puffs , bee hoon , nuggets and milo. yummy(:
went to find gengen , kenneth and mark .
they are so hardworking sia.
hmm.. must learn must learn. (:
unlike me. cant stop playing the damn computer. ):
ya.. we went down first.
then we were eating, they came down!
hwee min and her gang were playing with glitters.
the rubbed on me! and im starting to itch.
damnit.
then esther and i went to the washroom to clean away the glitters. (:
then went back eating. (:
ate some. i prefer the puffs. x))
then started playing. (:
I LOVE KENNETH'S FINGER NAILS!
had a new sis. ((:
KENNETH!
his fingers were so girly.
hahahas. it's NICE! (:
i wonder how long he din cut.
damn long and nice la. (:
hahahas. (:
we keep running around . playing?
hahahas..
then we wanted to find someone. but i forgot.
then we walked pass 4B class.
then saw a KITTEN THERE!!
AWWW...
SO CUTE !
wtf. how can leave a kitten in their class just like that?!
then esther called kenneth to come up.
then kenneth, mark and azulina came.
azulina DASHED into the classroom.
hahas..
so damn cute la. the kitten.. aaww.. (:
then mark say that's not belong to their class.
then we played for a while in the class then went down.
a lot of people are crowding arnd azulina. (:
becos of that KITTEN!
cute what.. what to do. (:
arnd 4+ everybody started to go home. (:
sorry guys. i need to go. blog some other time. (:
sorry. (:

2005-09-16T22:38:00.000-07:00

last night was a terrible performance.
sighh.
lucky thing that my friends din came.
if not, i would be very embarress.
the starting of our performance, we played "EL BIMBO", we didn't even start together!
most of the audience were talking. damnit.
we played the first song finish. only our guitar member as our audience clapped for us!
ONLY THEM!
2 person only!
wow.-.-
then it's time to play "always with me".
the head of each team was using the amplifire guitars.
guitar 1- peilin
guitar 2- grace
guitar 3- si hui
guitar 4- jason
guitar 1 to 3 are those high pitch ones.
guitar 4 was the bass one. im one of them.
jason went to on FULL BLAST for his guitar.
he started.
peilin cant play. cos, jason went to on full blast for his bass.
then peilin tried to on full blast too.
then grace cant even play!
no sound came out. it's the normal sound of a guitar.
pratically no one heard.
only the bass is playing loudly.
they started to adjust properly during the performance.
then finally, they continued.
it was a total embaressment to the audiences.
damnit.
everyone went down the stage with a angry face.
all becos of JASON!
during pratice, he doesn't want to teach us!
always, we call him to teach, he will go.. later la.. for a while more.. later then i teach yoo all.
in the end..
NOTHING!
he only taught us "ALWAYS WITH ME" and "YESTERDAY ONCE MORE"!
only 2 songs out of so many.
im too fed up with him and changed to guitar 1.
where all my friends and seniors in there.
hope they can teach me BETTER!
in fact, they are doing it now! (:

exams are getting closer too.
closer and closer each day.
well, got the eoy timetable already.
here it is:
30 september- english paper 1 and literature paper.
06 october- history paper and english paper 2.
07 october- mother tongue paper 1 and 2.
10 october- maths and science papers.
11 october- DNT and art.
think.. i will flunk my history and mother tongue like crazy.
damnit.
i better get going.
byee.
good luck guys (:

2005-09-16T08:06:00.000-07:00

SCREWED!
DAMNIT.

2005-09-13T05:59:00.000-07:00

the performance is getting closer and closer. damnit.
work hard!
2 more days.

stressed.

2005-09-12T02:10:00.000-07:00

well, things are not going right when it should be.
hell FUCK!
damnit.
everything that i want, it's NOT going RIGHT!
HELL SHIT!
- test's marks dropping.
- fought with my godbrother.
- din do anything and ended up scolding by people.
- no FREEDOM!
- no mood to study.
- cant understand the damn formulas for maths.
- my second brother going soon. [on his bday.]
- lantern festival is coming. i need to PERFORM! HELL!
- call people to sell all the tickets for the lantern festival. but, no one wants to BUY!
HELL SHIT!
i cant let it be still going .
i need to solve these problems!
1. study hard for all my ssubjects. do revision everyday. stop my craps and online craps already.
2. try to solve things out with my godbrother. why did he lead into quarrelling.
3. told them straight into their face that i din do anything. or, stay out less with them.
4. study hard. do well for my exams and go express to let them be happy.
5. get myself into work STRAIGHT. even thought i hate studying. LIAN YUZHU! YOU DUN HAVE ANY CHOICE! GET INTO WORK!
6. read the formulas again and again to get the thing into my damn BRAIN!
7. save enough money and buy a prezzie for him before he goes. [guys, if yoo guys reading this, dun call me to buy necessary things pls. this is my first time i wan to give my brother prezzie.]
8. pratice my "CANNON IN D", "EL BIMBO", "ALWAYS WITH ME" and other scores well.
9. CALL PEOPLE STAYING NEAR THERE TO BUY FROM ME? PLS! IM IN NEED! WHERE ALL MY FRIENDS HAD GONE TO?! only some bothered to. -.-"

im damn hell freaking stress can. so much things to do. so little time. sighh*

yupp. so guys. if yoo know how much i want to do those things on top, pls dun distract me. thanks. if yoo are, i wun be able to accomplish my wishlist. THANKS. (:

2005-09-09T23:09:00.000-07:00

HEYYS!
im back. (:
sorry. din blogged the rosyth part.
kind forgotten all the things that i've done that day. =X
well, IM BORED.
IM SICK! arrkks~
i wonder if hwa xiang did curse on me not. sighh.
he was sick the day before yesterday.
and he was alright ystd.
and i was sick YESTERDAY!
did he curse me?
HE BETTER NOT x))
im too BORED.
smsed him just now.
no reply up till now. -.-
nvm. i think he's SLEEPING! (:
cookie monster. (:

school is starting soon.
bought a couple of things. MY BAG! x))
my head set. (:
there're more. (:

she's worrying for yoo the whoe damn day. but, it seems her worry is useless. cos, yoo dun even give a bloody DAMN to her!

2005-08-31T21:26:00.000-07:00

HEYYS!
im back~!
hahaha. sorry guys for not blogging yea?
hehe. no mood again. xP
yesterday was tcher's and aces day.
had celebration. so dun need to wear school uni. (:
but, i hate it. i hate wearing home clothes to there. damn!
then invite the all the tchers up on stage. and then, yan ling started to talk. (:
after a while, the chairman of each class is suppose to take the keybox and give it to the form tcher and go back to the respective class in the hall to cut the cake.
miss ng was with us! she's with mdm tan.
TIME TO CUT THE CAKE!
yummy. xD
the cake was nice. (: hehe (:
ate already then settle down with the class and continue the celebration.
quite bored la.
din really enjoy.
but, quite fun la. hehehe xD
`lalalala...

time to go home.
but, my class cant go home!
WE HAD PARTY! YAYNESS!
tchers are coming to our class.
mr wong and mr teo came first..
we sprayed the streamers. ( is it called streamers? dunno la. )
we sprayed mr teo more!
hahahhaha! his whole clothes kena and his hair.
hahahaha. xD
we're playful. xD
then mdm tan and mdm teo came.
we sprayed at them too!
hahahaha. they kena scare.
then mrs ang.
we sprayed.
but, left quite little.
then someone went to spray the blue one. until her shirt got the stain.
uhh.. then uhh.. the rest of the tcher came except for mr chia and miss ida.
and jade left all the food for mr chia!
half a plate of beehoon for mr chia!
at least 6 fishballs!
2 tea eggs!
FUCKED UP!
she doesn't even wan to give miss ida.
and she say.. aiyahh.. dun give miss ida la!
she's not even good to us..
give her for what?
she's just nothing!
give her she wun appreciate also!
FUCKED UP!
give everything to mr chia.
mr chia said he doesn't wants to come to our class becos he's bz.
fuck. jade care for mr chia only. miss ida is also our tcher right..
she teaches us literature.
she's fierce. but, we still must respect her!
then yeerong heck care her. take the beehoon and give it to miss ida.

then left not much time already.
quickly went home and out i went to meet nurul. (:
met her in the bus. hahahha (:
still nv change. still as crazy as before. (:
went there and saw loads of people. but, some i dun even recognise and i dun even know!
but they know me. im like.. do i know you? -.-"
was talking at IBC. then nicole called me. im like.. looking everywhere!
and i went saying.. who call me?who call me?who call me?
then nicole start waving at me.
and im damn sway.
hx was there.
i was waving and someone went to throw the bball to me. and it came from hx's side.
then i look. then hx over there keep on laughing. cos my expression was like.. scared. hehe xP
then talk to nicole a little bit la.
and everyone keep saying to me HI HI HI.
and i dun even know them!
then heck care. just repond hello la. (:
then talk talk talk. and went to find isabel.
SAW HER AT THE HALL OUTSIDE!
*HUGHUG* (:
hx was there with his frens. -.-"
i dun think he took notice la..
then for a while isabel, priscilla and me went to the canteen.
they were eating. im over there slacking by myself by looking arnd people's phone. hehehe (:
and yong hong came. damn tan la he.. he said he play soccer everyday excluding weekends.
talked a little with them la..
then feli called and say she's not going anymore. but i told her that rosyth closing at 6+ then she say.. really ahh? OKAY! I COME NOW! hahahha.. she damn cute sia. (:
after half an a hour, isabel still haven eat finish sia.
then i call her eat faster then go down and find feli.
15 mins past, she still haven eat finish..
then she call me to go down first.
i went down la. saw him talking to his frens .
din bother him la. hahaha..
saw yeerong. we over there keep on dancing the heya dance. hahahaha!
then i went back.
she din know hx was quite near me mahhs.
then she shout.. hwa xiang leyys?
then hwa xiang turned arnd.. she still dunno sia..
then she say.. where's hwa xiang?
then i say.. turn left and look down.
then hwa xiang over there staring at her. hahahahahha!
then she quickly run away. hahahahha!
then she call me to come. then she over there damn paisehh.. then she stand there like wan to dance the heya song. hahahha..
then i also la.. hahahaha..
then she going with her frens already. then i went back sitting there la.
then called isabel.
isabel still walking down the stairs..
then we together go to the IBC.
i said to her.. SHOO! GO TELL HX THAT YOU'RE ISABEL. HAHAHA.
but she paisehh.. she go change into her uni first. cos she kena by the sauce just now eating.
wait wait wait.
but yeerong was still there.
then she dragged me to hx.
but.. i hold the wall. but, she too strong la..
she wan to drag me, i say.. GAN HWA XIANG SIAM SIAM SIAM SIAM!
then i change direction. then change to the fitness corner la.
hahahahaha!
then she really going to go and saw FELICIA!
yayness!
then louisa called. YOU BADDIE LOUISA! DIN CAME BACK!
then she ask me what are we doing.
then i say.. waiting for felicia to perspire finish.
then feli say.. no.. waiting for the perspire to evaporate. hahahha
then go to canteen to buy drinks.
saw a lot of kiddie there.
saw DENSIL! never change sia..
still so cute. hahaha..
p5 already.. hahaha.. still as cute as before. (:
buy and went to toilet. hahaha..
the toilet still nv change.. heheheh (:

UPDATE SOME OTHER TIME. NEED TO LEARN MY LITERATURE EXAM FOR TMR.

2005-08-22T01:14:00.000-07:00

im backie back back! hahaha (:
had common test just now.
maths. (:
the first few questions are like.. "BOMBAB" to me sia. -.-
and im telling myself. damnit. first few questions "BOMBAB" to me already. confirm the others more "BOMBAB" la..
damnit.
luckily finished in time.
but, some questions i dunno. DAMN! -.-
confirm flunk it la.
maybe not? hahhaha (:
dunno la.
i dun give a damn to it.
i wan to concentrate the other upcoming exams and common test. (:
must think positive. (:
hahah.. what am i talking about?
ARRKKS! i dun care. im nonsensical as you all know. (:

planet shakers- running after you
Your Word is a light unto my path
Your Love guides me through my darkest night
And even though sometimes Your ways
I cannot understand
I'll never walk away because my future's
In Your hands

I don't care what people will say
I'm running after You
I won't turn back and go their way
Coz I'm running after You
Yeah I'm running after You
I'm running after You
(I will run to You)

I don't care what people will say
I'm running after You
I won't turn back and go their way
Coz I'm running after You
Don't matter what may come my way
I'm running after You
It's You I'm following today
I'm running after You

I'm running after You

2005-08-20T04:45:00.000-07:00

sorry guys for not blogging these few days. ):
dun really have the mood to blog.
hehe (:
nothing much.
just damn bloody stress.
that's all.
guess.. i need to study much already and cant use the computer as often as before.
need to study hard right now. (:
i guai okayys!
hahahaha. kidding. xD
damn me.
exams are coming, and there i am. still joking about.
what on earth am i doing?
LIAN YUZHU! WAKE UP! THERE'S NOT MUCH TIME LEFT FOR YOU TO STUDY! WAKE UP!
damnit.

does he really hate me?
if he does, why dun he say it?
and want to pretend that im.....
WHATEVER!
i dun give a damn anymore.
whenever we talks, he's like.. so fucking hurry to put down the phone.
fuckit.
and talk to other girls.. is like.. so fucking relac.
think im jealous now. -.-
WTF?! jealous for what bloody shit?
fuckit.
i dont give a fuck damn to him anymore.
FUCK YOU!
i will not call you anymore!
fuckwit.

2005-08-15T01:37:00.000-07:00

im backie back back!
hahaha (:
well, nothing to blog la.
just came here to let you guys know that MY BROTHER IS COMING BACK LATER AT NIGHT! WOOHOO! xD
yeaps. he's finally back . (:
but , he purposely failed his test becos he doesn't wants to be a pilot cos he said that need to study loads of things and the worse thing is that.. he cant come home for 3 YEARS!
oh dear. im like.. wtf. i dun have any mood to studee..
hehe.. but, my bro din greed of money . so.. he wud rather fail it and not leaving us behind for 3 ass years. (:

well, talked to hx yesterday night la.
was so damn shock to receive his call.
becos of my mum, she went to plug in the stupid spoilt phone and made me cant hear what he said. -.-"
heard dunno the part on compass point and what time louisa and me are going.
but i thought hx need to go for his track ?
why he got time?
dunno la. as we know, he's a weird person . (: =xXx
cant really that talk to him much at that time cos im mugging for my literature test the next day.
so.. we talked abt 5 mins and we hung up .
when abt to sleep , called him using my hp.
talk craps la. (:
nicenice (:
call him 'hei ren' [ black person ] next time then . (:
or rather 'hei ren ya gao' [ a brand of toothpaste ] . xP
hahaha xD
nice name . (:
hahahhahahahhaha x))
yeaps. talk too much craps and he's like.. also mugging for his 3 common test coming up tmr.
so.. din really talk long la..
let him be.. good boy . [ blahh. --.--" ]
but, it's such a poor thing of him sia.
for his exams , if he get 1 B4 , he cant get his hp back sia.
must get at least B3 and above.
tsk . hx , must work damn hard sia.
tsk tsk tsk.

alright. enough of him .
well, im too bloody bored right now.
i need someone to CHAT!
im total boredness.
BOREDOM IS WHAT I HATE THE MOST!

- pieces of me .

2005-08-12T02:45:00.000-07:00

YAYNESS!
went back to rosyth.
but, i met felicia at my school outside first.. hehe
then louisa over thinking if she shud go back to rosyth..
so.. SHE HAD MADE UP HER MIND.
AND.. SHE'S GOING!
3 CHEERS 3 CHEERS 3 CHEERS FOR LOUISA!
hehe..
she went home to get herself change and bathe.
then meet her in heartland.
and felicia and me, was taking neoprints.. xP
then louisa called. and i met her in heartland mall bus stop there.

then we together go rosyth lorhhs..
hehe..
then when talking, saw hx in the school waiting..
then when we walked in, he was talking to his junior.
he is pratically talking almost a lot of girls la.. think only 1 boy.
but whatever.
we went to canteen to eat first.
hehe.. then he ownself downstairs la..
haha..
after we ate, we went down. we thought he went home alr.
but. he din la. he went to the toilet. CHEY!
then he came and talk with us alr.
but, i dun dare to talk to him la..
louisa and felicia keep on talking to him. haha. (:
then i talked to him a little only la..
then later on, wan to go home alr, then we dun wan to go home so early la..

then we wanted to hougang mall for a while.
then the bus 74 was there.
then we dunno. then when the bus going to go, hx went to stand in front of the bus driver lorhhs.
then im like.. oeii! dangerous! but i din said a word. hehe..
then went up the bus, the bus driver keep scolding him.
but, he's emotionless la.. he continue smiling. (: haha.. (:
then the bus was quite crowded la..
then we stand.
then saw chee kiat. hehe..
then i saw hx holding the handle on the bus and he's sleeping there!
then i say.. WAHH SEHHS! then he woke up. xP
and finally, we had a sit to ourself. (:
we were talking CRAPS there. but.. im quiet. x))
SHOCK?! NO LA!
im always quiet okayys! but sometimes not. x)

reached hougang mall, we're are like.. pang sehh-ing hx at the back. hehess.. XD
cos, we are like.. walking in front. then he walk at the back . like.. very poor thing.
then in the hougang mall, we are pang sehh-ing at the back.
here comes the escalator, he's standing 3 steps away from us sia..
then all call him to come. then he's like very paisehh.. haha (:
then louisa wants to go to popular.
then walked pass chameleon. [ whatever name it is . arrks (: ]
then he say.. you girls dun wan to go in ahh?
then i said it in my mind. not now uncle ass. (: hehe..
then we went to popular la.. he over there looking for games. i knew it!
then we are waiting for him, we went to look here and there. BLAHHS!
then went to the chamelon [ whatever ]
they force me to stay with hx outside!
DAMN YOU ALL!
but, i wan to buy my CLIPS!
but, we din talk.
then, we dunno where to go alr..
then he suggest some ideas.
then i said.. you bring us then.
wahh sehhs... he walk damn bloody FAST sia..
he's walking slowly but we are running sia..
actually is jogging la.. haha..
his leg long and atheletics summore.
confirm fast la.
then we went to eat the desert.
he TREAT US! XD
but, he bought fer feli.
actually, im suppose to share with her.
but, in the end. i din. hehe.. =P
then talk talk talk la..
OHH YEAHH!
hwa xiang sits like.. wahh sehhs.. as what jolin says.. coffee shop uncle like that..
sit damn different from us...
leg open bigbig summore.
boy mahh.. what to do.. haha.. xD
then chat chat chat.. blahh..
then time to go home la..

nice day with them la..
guess, must go more often. XP
they're fun! (:
NICE! X))

2005-08-11T03:03:00.000-07:00

*ZOOM* here i am! im back (:
haha. well, just came back from my guitar.
instructor din come la..
quite relac.. but, today, im obedient okayys!
i did learn . xD
but, i wan to go to guitar 1 for EL BIMBO .
but, mr yeo dun allow..
damnit.
so.. have to stick with guitar 4.
ARRKKS~!

nvm. (:
talk abt something else.
i hate CLARICE TAN JIA YING!
ASS! FAT PIG! STILL WAN TO PUSH ME!
STILL SCRATCH PEOPLE!
BLAME ON PEOPLE ONLY!
FUCK YOU!
ASS!
DONT HAVE ANY ORIGINATED THINGS!
ASS.
PIECE OF SHIT!

nvm again. (:
talk abt other things.. uhh.. but nothing leyys..
so.. ya.. byee! haha..
meeting felicia lam tmr.. YAYNESS!
actually still got hwa xiang la.. hehe
so.. byee!

2005-08-08T19:27:00.000-07:00

heyys! im back~ (:
well, doing some research right now.
it's about national day and it's BORING!
yes. B-O-R-I-N-G!
no choice. need to do for my CME project.
some of my team members only care for this project.
sighh.. think.. it's only jolene tan?
well, she care becos.. SHE'S SUPER DUPER HARDWORKING!
got top in class for the first term's exams.
sighh.. unlike me.. STUPID!
well, i've found like 4 answers to ans the 4 questions . xD
i wan to find at least 5.
but.. i've junk all my brain knowledge.
but, i cant think of anymore questions.
sighh.. as i told you, im STUPID!

im getting totally bored researching.
i hate researching!
yes. totally. i never research things on the computer before and this is my first time. XP
yes. all i do on the computer is just slacking and play stuffs and chat online?
yeaps.. hehe. xP

can someone tell me summore questions so that i can go and find out the answer on the computer?
i've done :
- what does the 5 stars and the moon stands for on the singapore flag?
- what does each colour on the flag represents?
- who wrote the pledge for singapore and when?
- why celebrate national day?

NONE! SOMEONE GIVE ME IDEAS PLEASE!
im in need of it.. on thursday, which the school reopens after national day, i need to pass up my work to my fren and she need to do the stuffs on the book and DONE! give it to the teacher!

one more thing before i go.. HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO SINGAPORE!

2005-08-07T23:30:00.000-07:00

HEYYS GUYS!
sorry for not been posting lately.
well, ive been toooo super duper lazy and i have any mood to blog too. hehe. xP
yeaps.. hmm.. well, after he went, dun have any mood to do things..
but! there's a bastard keep pestering me! ASS! GET YOUR ASS OFF ME!
luckily ulin pretended to be my .. *ahem ahem* *grins* (:

my results are getting from bad to worse.
sighh.. i've been slacking too much.
ya.. way too much.
after my holis, i realised that i haven been studying.
only a little.
and.. all my knowledge that i know.
*POOF* all gone.
damnit.
gonna buck up.
but, i dun know the reason why i dun wanna studee when im home.
if im out, i feel that i can concentrate. i wan to know why too.
but, too bad. my parents dun even know what type of enviroment i need.
they thought, at home. it's quiet. and it's a good enviroment for studying.
OR!
it's either, when im home, when i sees the computer, i will keep staring at it and not go and do my work.
as you all know..im a..
COMPUTER ADDICTOR! xD
ya la.. guess, it's worse than hwa xiang's?
think, he's way better than me la.
he dun use or play lan aften alr.
HE HAD BEEN GROUNDED FROM HIS HANDPHONE!
and hwa xiang, it's a good thing that your mum confiscated it!
before i sees you in rosyth and use it to throw it onto the wall. xD
dun wish me to do that?
but. i still got one more way.
pull you OUT of rosyth. and BEEEEEPPPPP! UNCLE SIAM! xP
nice right? i know. dun need to say. thank you. (:
hehe. (:

yeaps. after holi, i think im changing.
or either my fren is changing.
cause, about the laksa soup, she angried with me.
and last time, she made mine, i din even angry with her!
after her dance, i dunno if she change or im the who is changing.
asked ulin and hwa xiang alr.
they say. i din even change. even if got, it's 0.0000000001% only.
then im like.. uhh.. okayys. at least still got change.
ya.. i know i change a little.
on the vulgarities parts.
im too vulgar now.
i think im influence by my brother.
hehe. xP
but, if you dun piss me off, i wun do anything to you.
im frenly okayys!
hahahaha xD

well, i guess.. i will stop here. continue next time if i got time to blog alright. (:

another person is gone now..

2005-07-18T05:03:00.000-07:00

Yep..He's gone.. For 2 years.. Well, at least i get some of his stuff.. I wonder what it'd feel not seeing him for 2 years. Haha. My second bro. Well, for now, it sure feels heavy.. I guess it's true that kinship is one of the hardest relationship to destroy. But hell, he destroyed it already!! Hahaha. So much for kinship. Time can kill all feelings. Family love, romantic emotions, friendships.. Given enough time, all these can be eradicated.. Well, some don't agree.. But at this moment and state of the world, i try to believe it does.. But i still have my doubts.. Love knows no boundaries?

no company.. no one. except my parents and me in the house. what the hell is this mann? hate it.

cultural night

2005-07-04T02:21:00.000-07:00

on saturday was metaphotosis [ cultural nite ].

was quite late. -.-"

went to meet my friends in the canteen..

saw jade they all la..

mafazi and jade was wearing their uni..

i was like.. wtf.. need to wear mehhs?

then i ran towards them..

asking them if need to wear..

heng heng la..

some of the peeps there nv wear..

then here came ivy..

she called mafazi to go and sweep the hall floor..

LOL! but mafazi dun want to..

then he ran away.. haha

then sarah came..

we were following her la..

to get the tuner and the keys fer the CCA room 5 and the AVA room.

then saw mdm fatimah.. LOL!

we all hate her sia..

throw things at mdm tan.

mdm fatimah.. PIG! *oops* =xXx

ferget about it.

went to get guitars..

then pratice a few times of the yesterday once more and the always with me.

then it's time for lunch..

no appetite la..

food is filled with peas,corns and carrot. -.-"

but i only ate the chicken. xD

then went back to AVA..

some of them changed already..

then i pulled sarah to the toliet to change too. ((:

hahas..

then went back quickly go and wear shoes.. do makeup.. blahh..

i put makeup looks like the.. RU HUA!

damnit..

kept hiding my face..

but in the end no choice la..

have to show.. blehhs..

play play play.. lalala..

i played wrongly too. >.<"

the jason la!

haven got ready he go and play already..

ai yahh.. ferget about it..

played finish then went back to AVA room.

then me and louisa felt very sian la..

then we went down to the buzzar..

candy floss! yupeeee!

popcorn! YAYNESS!

LOL!

then i remembered my wallet was with mdm fatimah.

but luckily louisa pay fer me first..

haha.. thank you (:

then we walk up.. went to AVA room to go and eat finish the first candy floss..

haha.. then eat finish went to the staff room to call mdm fatimah to return me my wallet and my hp.

then quickly went down to buy candy floss and pop corn. XP

lining up, went to steal boon chuan's candy floss XP

nono.. and jun yi's candy floss xP

haha.. then bought fer louisa and myself..

i bought candy floss and the popcorn..

hehe.. nice. XD

was walking up the stairs..

then suddenly vivian and jade all chiong after me cause i was holding 2 candy floss..

one is fer angeline and another fer me.

then i chiong to the AVA room.. vivian cannot tahan so stop running already..

haha..

but jade keep on chasing after me..

after the afternoon performances, me and louisa went to heartland mall to buy tibits. xP

i was wearing the uniform.. so many peeps were looking at me!

darn..

went to buy roller coaster and louisa went to buy mac..

and louisa was laughing the whole journey..

then i received a SMS from jolin..

she said that she cant come.. x((

haii.. no one coming.. )):

went back to school..

then the buzzar was so damn crowded..

then i just turned to the left..

---...---"""

i saw boon pin. ---...---""

why everytime saw him one ahh..

damnit. arghh! heck la..

then went back to AVA room..

time to eat.. --..--"

but i dun wanna eat.. but angeline forces me to eat.. haha

but her force is not really that force la..

hahha..

then shared with sarahh maria.. XD

ate finish went to put makeup already la..

wahh piang.. this time the makeup was even thicker sia..

look totally like RU HUA!

damnit la..

then rest in the AVA room until time to go..

super nice sia..

played roller coaster.. LOL!

jia hui was laughing her head off!

played a little while then it's time..

then went to the hall window there and look..

then turn behind..

wahh sehh..

duanjin behind..

was trying to hide...

but cant la..

the RU HUA face was SHOWN!

hahaha..

lalalala.. time to play..

this time was better.. jason started when everybody was ready.. (:

went back to the AVA room to put back out guitars in the AVA room..

it was damn dark in there mann..

some of the peeps were scared la..

after put back, saw a lot of people gathering at hwee min there..

went there to see what was it.

telling some creepy stories about the school..

GHOST!

haha..

then we told her it was her imagination..

hope she's alright with it la.. (:

then went back fer a while.. then it was time fer finale..

haha.. got poppers..

sang school song.. lalala.. thanks the performers all that la..

yea.. then pop the poppers.

then went back to AVA room to change la..

and i mean change! is change in the toilet!

hahaha.. then went back home already la..

back home.. tired..

haha..

just know yesterday.. aidil is attached now. (:

congrats monkey. (:

haha.. sorry la..

congrats aidil (:

steady pomp peeep peeep ahh.. (:

2005-06-23T22:14:00.000-07:00

alright.. i will blogging about this week.

alright.. i will start now..

monday-

went fer guitar's rehearseal again.. blehhs..

then we din really do that well la.. or we did?

not sure la..

then we are like..

always kena scolded by the teachers. -.-"

stupid you know the teachers..

always keep on picking on the guitar club..

damnit.

then after guitar, went home la..

monday nathiingg much to say..

tuesday-

tuesday was the tea celebration..

i woke up early la.. hehe..

then joanna called me..

then we decide what to do later on..

then she call me to wait fer her at the bus stop..

wahh lau.. her coming horhh.. is damn freaking long sia..

i waited fer her until about 4 buses went off..

after the last 113 went.. i just turned to the right..

WTF?!?!

i saw boon pin. -.-"

i was like.. quickly take my hp and call joanna..

then she say.. okayy okayy.. i coming already.. i walking at the overhead bridge..

then at that time.. the bus 62 was there!

then she ran after the bus..

and the bus door was in front of me..

then i quickly chiong inside..

LOL!

then joanna running..

luckily boon pin nv go in..

heng heng.. hehe..

then we decided to go to sarah's hse lorr..

then we are about to sit the lift..

saw caroline and her fren..

then she say.. u going to sarah's hse arhh?

then i say.. yahh..

then we went up to find sarah..

she was wearing her socks..

then she say she not bringing her home clothes..

but i force her to.. haha.. im evil.. -.-"

then we went there in school uni..

then we saw mark..

mark was like.. wa.. why are you wearing ur uni here? there's air announcement..

something like that la..

then we quickly went to sarah hse to change into our home clothes..

i look so UGLY!

yuck..

then we went back to school..

then had some talk la..

then we saw mr yeo( our instructor )

he say he was there fer food..

greedy pig..

no la..

i also go there fer food..

haha.. cause i nv eat at home..

LOL!

then play some games.. got.. tug-o-war, passing the chairs and bursting the balloon.

whatever it is la..

after playing games, it's eating time!

so crowded.. wahh..

but manage to eat some la.. hehe..

when eating, i saw sarahh calling patricia(the senior. but i also dunno her.. )

after eating, we went to heartland mall to buy my cloak shoes fer the stupid cultural nite.. -.-"

so high.. later i fall la.. haii.. better not fall la.. if not very paiseh one..

then after i bought my cloak shoes.. then we decided to go and take neoprint..

haha.. quite nice la..

but too little time.. stupid.. -.-"

then decorate already.. went home lorhh.. =))

wednesday-

went fer guitar rehearseal again.. wtf..

but this time, sarah din come..

then i need to ask them to bring all the things la..

then we went to stage.. play play play..

then run run run.. blahh..

after the performance, we went to sit there lorhh.. go toilet.. play guitar.. chat lorhh..

after the fitst rehearseal.. it ended at around.. 4.15pm..

then the teacher still say that we doing the rehearseal.. it sucks a lot..

WTF! so good u do la...

heck la..

then she say 4.30 start another rehearseal..

then play again lorhh..

whatever la.. hate to play it a lot of time..

after the second rehearseal..

they say what the guitar club only have 6 tickets..

excuse me la.. there are 6 column la..

not 6 tickets nia la..

altogether $60 leyys..

6 tickets where can fit $60?

hate it la..

then she still say what.. the nite tickets sold out..

but jolin and her friends how?!?!

shit la.. damnit..

i wish i can call sarah to squeeze to the nite performances..

cause.. i want jolin to come!

too bad.. hwa xiang cannot come.. he got nationals.. sad case la..

talking about nationals, hwa xiang, good luck.. =))

after the second rehearseal, went home la..

today-

today, ive been running a slight fever la..

keep on coughing..

then suddenly got flu..

then got sore throat..

damnit..

school gonna start soon..

then im sick now..

arrkks~ now?!

damn!

next week, i wont be online often already la..

i everyday need to stay back fer the cultural nite performances rehearseal la..

stupid. -.-"

agreeable. (:

2005-06-17T10:29:00.000-07:00

im baq. (:

these few days.. quite bored larhhs..

oh yeahh! ive got something to tell you guys. ((:

my brother went on net to check what post he take in service..

guess what? lols

he got into pilot! yayness!

okayys`. im too bhb..

hahas.. then he's like.. dreaming flying on a plane..

hahas..

he's childish! =xXx

haiishh..

today was woken up by my dad.

stupid you know..

i was sleeping soundly..

then suddenly.. RING!

i thought it was my alarm.. so i pressed away.. lols..

then it rang fer 5 times sia..

i just carry on sleeping. (:

until the sixth time, i cannot tahan already larhhs..

open my eyes.. look who was that..

my dad..

u know what he ask me?

you today need to go to school fer guitar?

i say.. NONONOONONONON!!!

then i was like.. what the fuck.. so early call me to ask me if got guitar..

damnit.

i cant sleep already larhhs.. so came online..

changed blogskin..

changed once. but got problem.. damn.

then chatted with ulin..

she's as crazy as jing wei!

whatever JWEI it is.. lols

the stupid name bot. -.-"

when i was about to blog..

my mum say.. ehh.. today my bday right?

i was like.. rocking my chair.. then when she says that i almost fall sia..

then i quickly jumpp up..

heng heng nv fall.. lols..

okayys.. i needa go out with her now. byees.

holiday sucks.

went out.

2005-06-13T03:20:00.000-07:00

today went out with.. ESTHER~! FELICIA~! ISABEL~! KRYSTLE~!

hahas.. so long nv see esther.. hahas.. but she still the same. =))

felicia arhhs.. no change. x))

isabel.. CHANGE A LOT~! hahas.. xD

krystle.. more pretty~!

hahas.. truth larhhs.. they change.. feli also..

you grew taller.. =))

took a lot of neoprints..

weeeeeeetss.. x))

maybe posting in frenster.. =))

hope can go out again.. xD

training.

2005-06-11T02:26:00.000-07:00

yeaps. today went fer guitar rehearseal. [ paiisehh.. dunnoe how to spell ]

haiishh.. it's a last minute one. 0.0

quite fun? lols..

the teacher went to cut short the song lohhs.. wtf..

stupid. arrkks..

then after we play then dunno got the siren.

then newman will say.. oh no! the japanese are here~! something like that..

then hish jiang will call the guitar to RUN~! lols..

hahas.. how to run? the skirt so long.. then guitar.. later anyhow hit..

lols.. it's stupid.

after that went to heartland mall with sarahh ahh ma..

took neopriints.. hahas..

quite nice lahhs.. blehhs..

then went to walk walk fer a while..

then went home lohhs..

haiishh.. hwa xiang k0r and maybe jolin gonna break..

wahh lau.. so long liao then break..

haiishh.. i also cannot stop them from anything.

so gonna keep on mouth shut. =xX

yupiiee~! on monday can go out with.. felicia, esther and isabel and maybe krystle~!

yayness~! so long nv see esther already. since last year~!

im so happy.. going to j8..

but im going to meet feli at her hse there.. then we go together..

yeaps.. cant wait. x)) hehes..

guitar practise.

2005-05-30T13:52:00.000-07:00

woke up at 7.3o today.

actually, i din woke up at 7.3o. i overslept until 7.55~! =X heee -.-"

yahh.. got ready..

and i went. =))

reached there, went to canteen..

then saw SARAHH AHHHH MAAA~! lols..

then she tuned my guitar. thank you. =))

then walk to music room..

saw swee teck [ micky mouse ; minnie mouse ] =))

i make fer hiim. lols.. because.. long story.. during guitar camp.. lols.. thought he wearing mickey mouse shirt..

then started call hiim that.. lols.. hahas..

now, the whole guitar calling hiim that. lols. =)) thank you. =))

haiish.. went there.. play until my finger swollen.. =((

damn lohh.. call miie to stretch.. my last finger small call miie to stretch..

haii yahh.. heckk lahh..

played the always with me. lols.

wahh lau.. i dun even know how to play first page.. lols..

luckily joanna [ monkey =)) ] she teach miie sia..

thank you monkey~! din know monkey knows how to play guitar so well.. lols..

she always slack a lot.. lols. mickey almost kanna fainted.. lols..

but this monkey is hardworking lohh.. =))

haii yahh.. after this go and sleep liao..

tummy ache so pain~! lols..

argh~! hate gastric..

had gastric problems. damn.

HATE HATE HATE HATE~! ARGH~!

went out.

2005-05-29T17:36:00.000-07:00

yepp.i went out today. heeeee =D

went to hougang mall and heartland mall with vivian. =))

yeap. bought some sweeeeettttttttts~! yupiie~! =))

went to buy drink also..

then decided to go heartland mall..

then we decided to call yeerongg to tag along.. =))

yeaps. we went to the neopriint shop to take first.. then later yeerong come, we take with her..

taking derr time, vivian showed her $1 coin.. lols.. so cute~! xP

lols.. after we took, went to decorate.

then yeerongg came.. she help us to decorate.

she decorate damn bloody super supa beautiful lohh..

GLENNA U ROCK MANN~! xD

yahh.. after that, we went to to take again..

but this time is with yeerongg. =))

then this time, we showed our $2~! lols..

we are like.. $1 and $2 freak sia.. lols..

will be uploading to frenster.. arnd... saturday?? see first lahh..

again.. yeerong decorate very nice. good job girl. =))

AND~! AGAIN~!

we went to take again~! WOOTS~! lols

so fun sia.. i look like siao char bo.. lols..

truth lahh.. hahas.. u will see it when i upload to the frenster. =))

alright. i will go now.

grades

2005-05-28T01:11:00.000-07:00

got baq my report book already.

it totally sucks big time mann..

subjects grade
english 4
chinese 5
mathematics 4
science 3
geography U [ wtf mann.. ]
literature U [ damn~! ]
home econs 5
visual arts 4

all these lahh..

my enlish dropped lohh.. fuck mann.. *oops*

my chinese din dropped. but it totally sucks.

mathematics i dropped too.

science i totally dropped. damn~!

geog also. totally.

lit also.

home econs.. improve by a little bit.

art.. still the same lahh..

damn~! now, im trying very hard to pass my end of the year. then go to express.

i hope i get into express.. i betta studee hard and pray hard now.

before it's too late..

more results.

2005-05-20T03:16:00.000-07:00

got back all my results already.

damnit.

results:
english- 85/140
maths- 61/100
chinese- 111/200
science- 62/100
geography- 30/100 [ damn~! ]
literature- 41/100
home econs- 54/100
art- 61/100

all this lohh..

damn~!

results

2005-05-19T01:52:00.000-07:00

okayy`. im baq. =))

got baq my results already.

but some onlyy lahh..

failed 1 subject mann..

literature lohh..

tell u all my marks lahh..

literature - 41/100
maths - 60.5/100
science - 60/100
home econs - 43/80 ( heng heng miie )
art - 60/100

the rest i dunno already. hehe.

now damn scared about the geography and english mann.

hope i pass lahh.

think nathingg to write already lahh.

next time then blog lahh.. =))

bored.

2005-05-14T21:24:00.000-07:00

yahh. it's damn bloody bored right now.

supa dupa bored.

can someone cut down my bored-iness?

totally bored.

luckily cariiinnee jeyy` jeyy` talkingg to miie now.

hehe..

heng heng arhh..

thank you jeyy` jeyy` . =]

2005-05-13T03:58:00.000-07:00

[chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you, I'd be always faithful
I want to be
What you always needed
Then I'll hope you see the heart in me

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind if you give me the chance
I'll never make you cry c'mon let's try

Am I crazy for wanting you
Maybe do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Beautiful soul, yeah
Oh, yeah
Your beautiful soul, yeah

2005-05-07T22:54:00.000-07:00

GAN HWA XIANG~! U BETTA GET INTO WORK BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE. GET DOWN TO WORK RIGHT NOW~! JOLIN IS GOINGG NUTS BY U. AND IM ALSO GOINGG NUTS. U BETTA GET WORK RIGHT NOW~! RIGHT NOW~!

2005-05-04T23:41:00.000-07:00

okayy`..

it's a horrible day todayy.

super horible~!

early in the morning, went to the bus stop andd i sense that i will happen some bad things todayy`..

and yahh.. im correct.

i was in the bus 62 third bus.

it was super late. but, my hui shan and jolene sim accompanied miie.

i was playingg with jolene's hp.

was watching the video in her hp.

and in front of miie are some pplx that i dont care.

okayy`.. reach school. i alrighted the bus and waited fer hui shan and jolene.

when they came out. we were about to walk to the school gate.

guess what.

the ah lian came and find fought with miie.wtf..

she push miie and

she said all the words in mandrine.

she said: u sec one ahh?
me: yahh..
she: just in the bus why u keep looking at me? see wad see? now let u see lahh.. happy?
me: huh? i never look at u..
and she remained quiet. and miie also lahh..
then when she was about to walk away then she say cheebye..
i was so damn shocked.. so my eyes are about to turn red.

went to canteen.

vivian went to say.. wah lau.. u now then come.. then kinda beat miie kinda hard lahh.. but i dont have the mood to say anything.

i started crying.. and everyone started to ask. i told yeerongg and she told everyone.

gawd.. i had been crying fer 1 hour..

i din even know when jade told miie..

then i went to recess.. i saw xavier at the bball court. then i rmbered they were from that class..

i was shivering there. scared they see miie and find fought wif miie.

i call yeerongg to stand in front of miie. to block miie. i dont wanna see them.

okayy`. ive escaped from danger.

but GOD~! NOT YET~!

saw mr neo. gawd.. wtf.. i dont even dare to walk pass hiim..

then yeerongg drag miie to the food stalls..

then later nathingg wrong lahh..

ate alreadyy went to outside music rm..

WTF~! not again.. their class is there..

damnit. i dont even dare to look.

at first.. xavier was there and i look at the parade square.. they are there..

gawd.. im so unsafe in this school mann..

wish i could just change.. but my dad just dont allow.

After school, when i was walking down the stairs.

all of the sudden, xavier pop out from no where.

vivian, hui shan and jolene tan quickly walk down to the canteen sia..

then tot im safe.. but nahh.. when i wan to step out of the canteen, they pop out.

then i pointed to my mum.

it's they who bullied miie.

my mum saw..

then they crossed the road.

my mum say that they walked to the void deck then look baq at miie.

but i dunno lahh.

i wanna change school lahh.

my dad dont allow.

if can i surely go to mayflower wif vivian lio..

gawd..

2005-05-02T11:00:00.000-07:00

heyy` heyy`

im back. =)

hahas..

my comp had been bom bab.

so.. never came online fer 1 week or so..

time really flies fast.

ups and down in my life.

the ups are :

jun jian had his own dream girl le. ; hehehe

someone had been posted to higher rank in npcc. ; yahoo~!

passed my napfa ; finally~!

my school's guitar club had achieve SILVER~! ; GUITAR CLUB U GUYS RAWKZ~! WOOTS~! WOOHOO~!

okayy`.. now.. it's down.

downs:

mid-year exams are coming ; urgh~!

my brother is going back to camp later at night ; aww..

i had failed my 2.4run ; god damn it. im strolling. argh~!

that all lahh..

guess, she's isn't that bad at all.

she's quite nice now.

but sometimes.. horrible~!

hehe..

okayy`.. guess, i have to stop here alreadyy..

i have to studee fer my mid-year exams~!

argh~! haven studee.

im lazy.. lazy pigo.

cassan, i told u im lazy pigo. and u are the cleaver princess =)

okayy`. im done =)

2005-04-23T01:06:00.000-07:00

he came home~!

he's sleepingg right now.

he became tanned liao..

my mum said he's fatter..

but nahh.. he's not.

haiish..

so happiie that he's home now..

but tomorrow, he's leavingg again.

hwa xiang k0r's sports dayy yesterdayy again..

so manyy sports dayy leyy` he..

so sad fer hiim sia..

he didnt get first.. but second.

nevermind lahh.. hwa xiang k0r.. next time tryy` harder okayy`?

all ur sistas will support u de.. =))

haiish..

so many happens this year..

first, my brotha go one my burfdayy..

secondly, kanna recorded..

damn it sia..

i have been waiting fer u all this while.

u seem to dont know anything about it.

i've been staringg at euu in school.

but, u din even see miie..

haiish..

hope that one dayy u will know..

NONSENSICAL~! all nonsensical~!

2005-04-20T03:06:00.000-07:00

yays~!

she's no longer a prefect or SL~!

yays~!

teacher finally woke up~!

andd she's gonna choose another prefect..

of course.. not miie.. im so.. IDOIT~!

im so UGLY like a bucket of shit mann..

surely not miie..

surely someone else..

damn it..

she go and give the list of pplx who vandalise her table..

andd vivian didnt make lohh..

then she go andd give miss idah the list of names.. and vivian was in there..

but she din do anythingg..

she went fer her prefect things..

and the damn stupid bitch jia ying go and write her name lohh..

bitch..

u sucks to the core~!

2005-04-19T00:46:00.000-07:00

yepp.. baq to blog here..

went to school as usual. of course.

kinda badd mood in the morningg.

sry guyys that i give u all attitude.

yahh.. went to parade square.

rather boringg there. but cant help it.

then i just realise that duan jin is now takingg care of 1H.

and 1F's student leaders is takingg care of my class.. hahas.. blurr miie sia..

then went back to class.. fer PG lesson..

den mdm tan told us about chiew beng's condition..

oh my.. it's so serious mann..

felt poor thing fer hiim sia..

the bones..

no feelings..

ai yohh.. poor thing mann..

then at the last period, it was chinese.

then mdm tan came in andd talked to us.

but i din went to hear lahh..

andd it was about who is the prefects and SLs.

and WTF~!

jia ying is the damn either prefect or SL lohh..

suckei..

damn lahh.. if she is one.. we are gonna be controlled under her damn hand sia..

damnit.

and clarice went to wrote a letter that we disapprove jia yingg to be either SL or prefect..

firstly, she always still people's job lohh..

secondly, she always fold her shirt damn bloody high. want to act chio..

still wans to say that VICTORIA SCHOOL's guyys like you.. puii* fat h0pe.. VS guyys are not so badd taste lohh..

thirdly, she kanna let teacher scoldingg fer more than 20 times lohh..

this kind of SL how can? okayy lahh.. let her be.. she will be sack by either haven end of this year or next year lohh..

LIM JIA YING SUCKS TO THE CORE~!

STILL CAN SAY MALAYSIA VERYY NICE..

GO THERE AND STUDEE AND STAYY LAHH..

COME TO SINGAPORE FER WAD?

DONT LIKE DONT COME LAHH..

NO ONE FORCES U TO COME..

UNLESS UR PARENTS CALL U TO COME.. TOO BAD LAHH..

U SUCK TO THE CORE..

IF U ARE HERE, I DUN EVEN CARE IF U ARE READING THIS OR NOT..

U SIMPLY SUCKS TO THE CORE~!

came home..

rather sleepyy..

but played the computa until now.

should be studyingg.. but cant.. hehe

saw duan jin's brotha boon pin's profile in friendster..

just realised that his brotha broke up..

sad case sia..

poor thing fer hiim.

haiish..

love is like that lahh..

just concentrate on studees first lahh..

i think i will not be coming online onlyy after my MID-YEAR examinations bahh..

must concentrate on studees now..

2005-04-18T01:05:00.000-07:00

	Love-a-Lot Bear You love to take care of others and people love being around you because you make them feel appreciated. You are very sweet and soft-spoken. You are also a romantic and consider yourself an excellent matchmaker, so you tend to be a bit nosy. But everyone still considers you the sweetest person they know.
*Take the Which Care Bear Are You?* Quiz!**

love-a-lot bear? lols.. that weird lahh.. hahas.. nathingg to do mahh.. so take this quiz lohh.. hehe..

2005-04-17T23:54:00.000-07:00

todayy went to school as usual.

quite okayy lahh.

rather sleepy.

laugh all the way in the canteen.

actually, plan to sleep in the canteen.

but, cant help it. all my frens are makingg miie laugh :) hahas.

went to parade square fer assemblyy.

den walk pass hiim.

then yee rongg sae that he wear his pant very high.

then like nerd lyk dat. hahas =X

but, dunno lahh.. dun realli think so nerd to me.

alright wad. hahas..

then went to class fer lessons.

but, a little stress after some lessons.

haiish.. dunno if is that i dont know my work or what.

if it's my work, i should spend less time relaxing.

if not, i dont know wad should i do with it.

in confusion right now.

exams are coming.

school works have some problems.

and friendships.

i dont know.

really dont know.

think.. i have to take a long time to think this over..

fucked up.

2005-04-15T23:39:00.000-07:00

had love and community day today.

today lyk very malu lohh.

today, yeerong and jian sheng play play play.. den she push jian sheng to miie..

then say dont know wad he wans to fuck me..

wah piang ehh.. stop it leyy`

im not in the mood.

it's not funny either.

u sees miie laugh..

but deep inside in my heart..

im sad.

not because of hwa xiang k0r.

just about something else.

suckei.

tiringg sia..

fucked up.

jolin injured her shin and knee during her training today.

so sad sia.

she says that her injury cant be cured.

whenever she sprints, run , the pain will come.

so sad.

and she said that she on friday, she comfirm cannot run. which is hwa xiang k0r's school's invitation relay.

she cant run with hiim.

so sad mann.

hope that she will recover soon.

wont have her pains come back whenever she sprints or run.

and if she doesn't have that, she surely be a damn good tracker.

and hwa xiang k0r and her can surely race with each other.

really hope that her injury will recover faster.

stress

2005-04-15T00:41:00.000-07:00

went to school today.

not so stress =]

but kinda very angry.

suckei.

she sucks.

bitch.

son of a bitch

become vice-chairman i scared izzit?

im not.

neither the whole class.

i wont respect u at all~!

why should i respect u?

u aint my mum nor dad.

why should i?

hwa xiang k0r

heard from jolin that u sprained ur ankle.

why u still go and run?!?!

u wan to take ur medal izzit?

u dun take one time will die mehh?

u arhx..

very stubborn leyy` u.

jolin very worried fer you leyy`

later u break ur ankle how?

u so STUBBORN~!

2005-04-15T00:24:00.000-07:00

god damn it.

she became the vice-chairman.

the whole class is gonna turn badd.

felt like slapping her.

as wad jolin called me to do. =]

god damn it her.

she simply sucks to the core.

suckei.

fuck her.

act chio bui chio.

dun act like jade~!

u simply sucks to the core man..

although huai ping was kicked out as vice-chairman.

u have no right to control us.

complain to mr neo all u wan.

no one will help u.

even agnes.

u sucks.

suck to the core~!

dont understand?

ur english sucks to..

jia ying bitch.

bitch.

fold skirt summore.

i pull down ur skirt then u know.

SUCKEI~!

2005-04-13T04:27:00.000-07:00

haven been blogging fer a long long tym manx.. kinda stress this whole week.. mondae quite alrite.. but yesterdae and todae.. was supa dupa annoying and stress~! yesterdayy.. went to skool.. quite ok lahh.. laugh in the bus wif vivian.. hehe.. cux we sat at the back of the bus mahh.. den duanjin sat in front of us.. den after one bus stop, beside his seat got 2 empty space mahh.. den duanjin knows that we wans to seat.. but we haven seat yet.. then he turn behind and look.. but i nv look lahh.. but vivian look.. hehe.. den she over there keep on laughing until siao lohh.. den i ask her wad.. den she go and show miie wad duanjin do lahh.. den i also laugh until siao.. paiisehh horhx.. duanjin.. hahas.. lols.. realli funny lohh.. paiiseh..

went fer flag raising.. den went back to class.. started lessons.. den became veryy stress up alreadyy.. damnit..

den until recess okayy liao.. den after recess go back to class fer lessons again.. not too stress lahh.. den chinese lesson got test.. quite easyy lahh.. hehe.. den do finish.. nathingg to do lohh.. den mdm tan call miie to pick up the litters on the floor.. den wait fer tee hao come back frm toliet den go.. den tee hao come back.. den i went lohh.. den came back.. sat fer a while.. den yao sheng didi told miie that jia ying went to change my grp into hers.. den i went to look.. at grp 2.. den dun habb my name mahh.. den i ask her.. where the hella my name is? den she sae.. i change ur name into mine.. and u are in my grp and im in ur grp.. den i sae.. wtf.. den she sae.. plx lahh.. let miie into ur grp and u go to my grp.. fuck her lahh.. wait longg longg lahh.. den i told her that im not in the goot mood.. u betta not come and irritate miie.. den she purposely wans to pick up a fight lohh.. fuck up.. den quarrelled, den vivian all myy classmates all come liao lohh.. she even changed a lot of ppl's grp lohh.. without asking them if theyy agree.. fuck her lahh.. summore we all settle which grp we in liao lohh.. still wan to change fer ppl.. still summore sae that a lot of boys lyk her sia.. kannasai lahh.. fuck her lahh.. still sae got victorian boyy lyk her.. den gif her things.. KNS LOHH~! victorian boyys not so dun hab bad taste lohh.. dun believe ask hwa xiang k0r lohh... fat h0pe lahh she.. alwaes tot that pplx lyk her.. think she veryy big lyk that.. act chio bui chio.. skirt so short alreadyy still fold.. FUCK HER LAHH~! wan to act lyk jade.. u hab no match fer jade lohh.. even jade prettier than u lohh.. fucked up.. so ugly still wan to act chio.. fuck u.. wait longg longg.. i know im too vulgar in here.. so.. yahh.. if u dun lyk.. click on the 'X' at the right hand corner..

todayy.. also veryy stress.. the grp work fer science.. my grp alwaes eat eat eat.. den make noise.. zon and xin rong lahh.. eat eat eat.. den i do liao.. wan to pass to mrs ang.. mrs ang go and sae all those things to miie lyk bu shuang like that.. damn wad lohh.. den i wan to do again.. but too noisy and i too stress also.. so gave up and tell them i dun wan to do alreadyy lahh.. den luckily yee rong do.. thanks horhx.. hehe..

came home kanna nagged by my mother.. damn it.. now got lots of problems~! help miie~! DAMN~! DAMN~! DAMN~!

2005-04-09T01:33:00.000-07:00

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize meIt seems like everyday

I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do
You think you're special
But I know, and I know
And I know, and we know
That you're not

You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me downIs gonna bring me down

Will never bring me down
Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should doI don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up

2005-04-06T03:50:00.000-07:00

argh~! it's tml alreadyy.. not gonna be happiie.. if u dun noe.. read my previous entry.. hmmx... i dunno how to use his fone~! his fone isn't complex at all.. it's so.. damn difficult~! solli guyys if u ans my fone andd i jux hangg up cux my fone cant even hear~! argh~! so.. yahh.. paiisehh.. but.. i think i jux now heard that he's buyying burfdae prezzie fer miie? but.. i dunno.. so.. well.. last thing.. WHY MUX HE GO ON MY BURFDAE?!!?!? DAMN IT~!

2005-03-26T18:29:00.000-08:00

why mux he go at the wrong tym? yah~! EXACTLY WRONG TYM~! why why why?!?! on my burfdae? why cant he change date frm his fren, leon? why cant he go on 8th april?! and why mux he go on 7th april?!?!?!?! my burfdae? gonna be all alone on that dae.. so guyys out there, if u read this post.. dun ever sae about my burfdae date and dae.. but if u wans to celebrate, can lahh.. but i wun be so happiie.. cux i dun habb the mood to.. yahh.. and i wanna thanks sumone who hadd been wif miie wheneva im sad.. it's hwa xiang k0r.. yep.. he had been making miie happiie.. and hwa xiang k0r, u dun blame urself that u dunno how to make miie happiie.. u hadd already brightened up my dayy~! so.. yahh.. goot luck fer ur competition yahs? u habb isabel and mine support~! and maybe ulin's and cassan's~! so.. yahh~! u sure can do it~! BELIEVE IN UR SELF~!

2005-03-13T17:51:00.000-08:00

it's been long long tym.. realli long tym.. alrite.. i will go in details frm 11 march..

11 march--> morning went to skool... teacher gave lotsa hmk siahx.. during recess, called hwa xiiang k0r.. but his mum sae he nt at home.. haiish.. den hack lah.. go fer recess lohx.. after recess went back to class and start all the boring lessons.. yep.. actually planing to go baq to r0syth to go fer games dae and gif k0r prezzie de.. but in the end.. after skool need to stay baq to do NKF funds.. in the end cannot go... solli k0r =[ den cannot see my juniors also.. especially VICTORIA~! she's so cute manx.. hahas.. and all the ex 2-11.. cute also.. and densil.. cute lil' boi.. h0pe he grow this year.. cux is p5 this year and he is still so cute and short~! paiseh.. =X hahas..

After skool, went to take the paper to sign up.. a lot of pplx frm my class went to sengkang to do NKF funds.. rather fun.. hahas.. ran about here and there... saw cute cute lil' children holding the pen swing here and there so damn cute lohx.. hahas.. happie on their face also so cute.. we too mrt to sengkang.. on our wae in the mrt i saw 1 r0sythian~! i rmbered hiim.. he was a junior prefect b4.. but i dunno if he is still one.. jolene and miie ran to hiim.. and i sae.. hello.. im frm r0syth also.. but graduated.. now my skool is raising funds fer the NKF.. u can help us to buy a pen which cost $2? it means a lot to us.. can u help us? den he took his wallet and he sae.. how much again? den we sae $2.. den he open his wallet.. wah ka0s..got one $10,one $5 and one $2 ..den i and jolene was lyk wah ka0s.. so much money.. den we took the $2 and let hiim choose a pen lah.. lols..

reached sengkang.. we were selling in the shopping mall.. den ebenzer they all sae cannot sell in there.. will get caught.. den miie and jolene sold a lil' den we saw the sercurity guard chasing after us until outside siahx.. den walked to the nan chiau skool.. paiseh.. dunno how to spell... ate some food.. drank.. den continued.. den at abt 3+ we decided to go to hougang mall.. more pplx to sell.. but wah piang.. still the same.. a lil' bit more pplx niah.. den poor jolene kanna scolded by ah beng.. haiish..

At 5+ near 5.30.. we went back to skool.. den we gave to the counter the bag of money.. den after giving to them.. we go and rest fer a while.. den saw azulina.. den we all go and wait outside.. den when all the pplx came.. we go to heartland mall to eat.. eat until 7pm.. azulina sae need to go liao.. den we sat 112 to SRJC.. den on the wae, clarice went to take kenneth kwok's EZ link card.. he look totally different siah.. hahas.. den clarice said sth that made hiim a lil sad lah.. but he dun care.. lols.. den as we were walkin into the SRJC clarice went to beat kenneth's back once and he felt a lil bit pain.. den he jux sae ouch~! but in the end he dun even care... lols.. den clarice ask hiim.. i beat not pain arhx? i beat pplx very pain one ley.. why u not pain? den clarice beat one more tym.. and kenneth sae.. HEY~! STOP IT~! I CAN PLAE WIF U.. BUT NOT ALWAES.. AND THIS BEAT IS DAMN HARD.. DUN ALWAES TAKE ADVANTAGES.... U CAN BULLY A PERSON ONCE BUT NOT ALWAES~! den i keep on starin at hiim cux first tym see hiim angry mahx.. den got one guy dunno who lah.. de alwaes take fotographs one.. he go and make hiim happie and he smiled~! lols.. hahas.. den azu took the attendance and we saw mdm tan's son richard~! he's kinda chubby cute lah.. lolss.. the performance was great.. mr yeo very funny when he took the stick.. lols.. after the performances we went home..

12 march--> studee in the morning and afternoon.. den at nite.. went to the computa and chatted wif my frens.. den hwa xiiang k0r came online.. den chatted wif hiim.. he seems kinda.. bz.. so.. i stopped fer a while.. den his nick change to.. aherm aherm.. im not gonna sae in here.. later he scold miie.. lols.. kinda mushy.. eeeeekkkkkkk~! den i ask hiim wad tym he goin off.. den he sae.. until when my galfren goes off.. den at abt 11.. i was still on the comp chatting wif isabel.. den when i saw his convo.. he's offline~! he stoopid nut head.. =X den i also went off and went off to bed..

todae... lookin arnd see if anything was nice... and at arnd 9+ saw k0r in my another acc. den i wanted to go to my the other acc to chat wif hiim.. but he went off.. and his nick was.. ok.. fine.. his attached so he hab to ryt sth any this gf.. hahas.. kinda.. eekkky.. hahas..den went to frenster and saw his profile.. he had changed.. and he found his gf on his burfdae.. mux be surprised burfdae prezzie lah he.. alrite.. goin to skool later.. byees.. h0pe k0r and jolin last long.. =)

2005-03-01T01:24:00.000-08:00

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

2005-02-27T02:04:00.000-08:00

haiish.. tml g0t common test le.. tml is mathematics.. but heng heng i've studied.. =] .. den on 3rd march got another test.. this week gonna be so damn busy manx.. wont be using frequently.. siianx.. jux finished studyin my maths and geog.. studee geog until siiao..but at least can understand lahx.. :D i've got my fwen's computa into virus..DAMN~! all becux of miie.. argh~! why mux i do this to her?!?!? argh~! shud't had made her into trouble.. damn~! TMD~! haiish..

On fri, went to yee rong's hse.. hees..i was less scared of her doggy now.. :D hahas.. i rmbered when i first went to her hse.. i screamed here and there until siao.. lols.. now yah..dare to carry the dog liao.. hees.. when i was at the door, i saw the dog keep on starin at miie..lols.. cux it wanted to lick my hands..lols.. but as a chicken miie i dont dare to let it..lols.. den yee rong went into the hse and chase it in first..den i walked in..den i close the gate and the dog started to run towards miie and started to climb on miie~! i was so terrified sia..but overcomed it :D i let it climb on miie and it started to lick miie hand :D hahas.. quite cute.. hahas.. den yee rong brought it into the rm.. hahas.. den so cute lohx..at dat tym.. lols.. yee rong go and use her cap and let the dog to wear and the dog was so damn cute~! CUTIE~! den it started to look here and there with the cap on.. cute siahx..lols.. den it use it's hand to take it..den it hide her hand in it and started to take out again..den yee rong put it on again and sae pandi~!lols.. i was lurffing siao..lols.. den it took out again..lols.. den her sis went to prepare fer our lunch.. thanx~! =] we played wif the dog..lols.. den she was lying on my lap..quite tickle..but she felt so sleepy..hahas..cute too..=] ..... den her sis said that it is ready to eat..we went out to have our lunch.. *delicious* teehees~ den yee rong put the dog on the chair and it ran down to her father's table underneath.. lols.. she doesn't wans to come out so yee rong went to drag it come out..lols.. den put it on the chair..den the dog started to climb on the table and go and lick her cup..den she scold it.. pandi lahx..come down frm the table..i was lurffin again..lols.. den when yee rong was eating, i was lookin at the dog..lols.. de dog was lookin at yee rong's chopstick when she was moving up and down.. den i told her..den she tried doin it..lols..den the dog realli keep on lookin up and down left and ryt..so cute lorhs.. hahas..den yee rong gave her a meat to eat..it chewed fer quite long..hahas.. den it started to stretch itself on the chair..hahas.. after eatin, went to the rm again.. this tym was realli fun..lols.. played wif the dog..hahas.. den when i wanted to go. i was takin my bag and the dog keep on looking at miie very innocently..CUTE~! den when i was standing over there waiting fer a while..yee rong sae.. look at her tail den i look..it keep on movin left ryt left ryt..so cute.. den when she saw miie lookin at it.. it started to shake faster than b4..hahas..cute siahx..hahas.. den it started to look at miie again..hahas..

FUN DAE SIAHX~! yep.. it is.. but can be a stupid dae too.. hahas.. getting stressed now.. BECUX OF MY WHOLE WEEK COMMON TEST~! DARN.. WHY MUX WE HAVE COMMON TESTES?!?!?!?!

2005-02-22T18:54:00.000-08:00

i've not been goin to skool fer 2 daes...becos of my damn leg..haiish.. on mondae afternoon, i was walking up the stairs in my hse to my rm to take my hmk and bring it down to the living rm to do.. suddenly,as i was walking, i missed my step and fell down.. my leg was enable to move at dat tym..i was tryin to make it move and my mum downstairs keep on laughing over there and i felt so irritating~! damn lahx..pplx fall down also can laugh..wad kind of mother is this?!?!? at least.. if pplx fall down u shud ask are u alright a not? and not over there keep on laughing at ur own daughter..WTF!!! argh~! as i said..i was tryin to move my leg but i cant..i jux sat there helplessly.. den i tried to "massage" my leg.. and after a while, it can move a lil' . i stood up..but i cant balance myself properly..and i felt dat there is a swollen at my side of my leg..it cause miie not to balance myself.. DAMN~! sat there so long and i decided to hop down.. hope to a chair and tryin to find a wae to make my helpless leg to move~! DAMN~! DAMN~! DAMN~! ARGH~! it's driving miie CRAZY~! I DONT WANNA BLOG ANYMORE~! PISSED OFF~!

2005-02-19T05:04:00.000-08:00

todae was a boring dae?yep..it it.. livin in a lyfe is totalli sux.. early in da mornin`, brush ma teeth,wash my face went downstairs,move to the computer,stretch my arm,press the computa button,sit on the chair waitin fer it to load.. played it frm 9+ to 1+...yep.. den ma brotha woke up tokin to his fwen on da fone.. watch teevee eat his breakfast.. den said this to miie.. siam..i wan to plae the computa.. let hiim use lohx..cux nathing to do also mahx.. den he sot one lohx..anyhow scold miie de.. den he started saying that i am making the computa having viruses and pop ups.. i was lyk wah lao~! everything got pop ups is miie..why dont u sae abt urself? owaex onlie know how to sae miie.. den he sae dunno wad i click yes to something then will have all these.. and i was lyk wtf.. i did not lohx... den blahx blahx blahx.. sae some stuffs dat owaex my fault..DAMNIT~!

At about 230? felt a lil' sleepy.. walked to upstairs..go to my bed and BANG~! started to sleep.. den fer no wadeva reason,my brotha went to wake miie up frm my sleep..damnit hiim lahx.. started to scold miie again..wadeva lahx he.. den went up again.. close door..lock de door.. and go to my bed..BANG again.. den started to dream bout` something..i have a weird dream these few daes.. dunno why also.. it's about..ai yahx..dont sae lahx..will pai sehx one ley..lols..kae lahx..sae lahx.. is i emigrating to australia and america..lols.. dunno wad is on my mind also.. dunno where the hell dat dream came frm..

5.15pm woke up..went to downstairs.. saw my mum watching teevee and i dont bother to watch dat show lahx..den went to switch on the computa and plae lohx..went online and lotsa pplx keep toking to miie..and i dont know why will this happen wheneva i go online..talked.. den got one blogskinner came to tok to miie that the blogskin is gonna be ready soon.. den i was lyk YAHOO~! YAYS~! den she sent a file to miie.. accepted it..quickly went to blogger signed in and started to look how it looks lyk..i was lyk..wow..nice..THANX YVONNE~! hees.. den started to edit some things to it too.. find fer songs..call pplx to re-link miie all those stuffs...and so.. bathe come down and here i am..ryting to u all..

unluckii siahx..

2005-02-17T18:06:00.000-08:00

yep..todae was a unluckii dae siah... went to skool.. saw my frens and seniors in there... den felt a lil' growlin in my stomach.. so..i called yao sheng to help miie buy hash brown..teehees..=].. he bought.. He gave it to miie and i ate one mouth and.. i ferget fer wad reason i wack hiis left arm and he dropped suk wah's milo..lols.. solli suk wah.. hahas.. luckily suk wah's hash brown didnt drop siahx.. haiish..yep..den yee rong came.. she brought volleyball~! WOOT~! hahas.. den we went to the back there to plae volleyball.. but miie didnt plae much lahx.. cux have some feelings tat something is gonna happen todae..lols.. bell rang.. we went up to the hall.

sat in the hall and waitin to sing the national anthem..the hall was so noisy as usual..when we were told to stand and if it is too noisy, the commander, the person who sae the pledge and the person who sae please stand will call us to sit and stand sit and stand..until the hall is total silence. ARGH~! i stood up and the hall was too noisy.. and we have to sit.. den my hp was in my pocket and it got one hard hit on the floor..den i go and check if anything happened a not.. n0pe..nathing had happened..but.. MY WALLET IS LOST~! i was so distracted during the morning pledge.. and yee rong saw miie and said to miie that after the morning pledge we go and tell mrs tan. we told.. but she sae that after the morning assembly then go and report to the office..yep..so i went back to my place to sit.. and i started to panic abt my wallet..got quite a sum of money in it.. my dad is gonna kill miie~!but i try myself to stay calm..den i turned arnd to the end of the class..i saw the student leader keep on staring at miie fer no reason.. den his brotha was behind miie lahx.. den i looked to the baq.. he was starin at miie too.. den i jux hack lahx..den i look to the far end of the hall.. i saw xavier keep on starin at miie too.. i was lyk..huh?!?!? why is everybody keep on staring at miie so weirdly? den i hack again lahx..and listen to the morning assembly..it was rather a boring one.. cux it was dunno wad spelling bee lahx..i dont even care..lols..

stood up and ready to go to the office to report abt my miissin wallet.. but someone stopped miie~! he called miie to go back to class..ARGH~! he dont even let miie to tok a single word manx.. URGH~! darn.. went back to class..started science lesson.. greeted the teacher.. and she sae she is gonna change sits fer the pplx at the back to in front.. cux they were so noisy.. den i jux waited there.. den she suddenly call my name.. den i was lyk..ooh..ok.. den she moved miie frm the back of the class to the second row.. i was lyk..huh? why sit in front? i got noisy mehx? den i jux hack lahx..sit lohx.. sitting arrangement ended.. den she told us why the pplx are sit to the front blahx blahx blahx... den she sae is becux of the back pplx is so noisy tokin all the wae in the class.. and i was lyk..did i toked all the wae in the class? den she sae... pplx lyk yuzhu..althought she nv tok in class. but in her work.. i've yet wrote the ans on the board and still can gif miie the wrong ans..i was lyk..huh?!?! got mehx? den the zubir keep on saying my name in funni wae lahx.. but i dont bother so much.. cux i was used to it already..cux mafazi, delwinder and hiim keep on doin it long ago..so..i was used to it.. den i looked through to my bk.. nathing wad..i've done all my corrections wad.. so i jux hack lahx.. do my work lohx.. den mrs ang called us to do some works lahx.. do lohx.. nathing to do at dat tym also..haiish..

after some lessons were recess.. i quickly went to the office abt my miissiiin wallet lohx..reported lohx..den went out and wanna plae VB but jolene lim drag miie to follow her to the canteen to eat.. hahas.. so jux follow lohx.. sianx.. also cannot eat..no money mahx... jolene sae wad u wan to eat?i treat u..i was lyk..huh..ok..since pplx trat miie i will jux take food tat is less than $1..i took hash brown lohx.. dont wan her to spend so much money.. hahas.. den she saw dovana(is it lyk dat spelt? if not pai sehx arhx..) den he also wan hash brown den jolene bought fer hiim also lohx.. hahas.. we went back there to plae VB.. but i finished my food in less thanx 5 mins and started to plae..but nahx..didnt get the ball much..onlie got the ball fer lyk..2 tyms?hahas.. also counted a lot liao lahx..hahas.. den the toopid opponent hit until too hard then flew to the basketball court.. den jun long when to get it..as he was abt the get it she slip and fell. poor thing lahx..so..he jux sat there keep on laughin lohx..hahas.. dne gilbert was there and saw the volleyball rowing towards his direction and he went to kick it lohx..WAH LAO~! it's the skool's ball lahx~! den hit to the art rm window and it dropped.. den we continued.. and again.. it rolled to the basketball court and gilbert went to kicked it again~! recess ended.. den yee rong didnt hold the ball properly and the ball rolled to the basetball court again~! AND ONCE AGAIN~! GILBERT WENT TO KICK IT~! but now he kicked it to the end of the basketball court.. and it was so damn deep~! den yee rong sacrifices herself to go and take.. but she cant get up.. so i grabbed hold of her and she pushed herself up too.. so yah.. den we go walked up to our classrm.. den gilbert and his frens were also walking up the same stairs as us..den his frens i tik sae dunno wad..bad boi arhx..kick pplx ball arhx..den he suddenly go and sae chee bye damn loud lohx...

den we went back to class... studee lohx..kinda boring lahx... but no choice lahx.. studee so dat i next year can go to express mahx..so mux studee hard..listen attentively in class lohx.. studee studee den tym to go back home.. HOME SWEET HOME~!

2005-02-09T16:49:00.000-08:00

Todae was..kinda alrite dae?yeap..it is.. got woken up by my mum..she said that my brotha was meetin his fren in da afternoon so we have to go to my ah ma hse earlier..i want to sleep~! den suddenly got woken up my hp alarm..*shrucks* woke up lohx.. eat breakfast..went to bathe wore my clothes and left fer my ah ma hse le..

Reached there at abt 11am+? yep..saw my cuzzies,cuzzie's son,ah ma,my aunts and my uncles...they so damn tall lohx..and i am freakin SHORT~! but my mum is shorter :D hees..pai sehx lahx..hahas..saw my cuzzie's son..quite kawaii..but i guess he is onlie p4 or p3 this year?dunno ley...i dont ask hiim cux i nv eva tok to my cuzzie b4..neber even toked once~! even when they ask miie questions i didn't ans..dont lyk tokin to them lahx..although they are smart unlike miie.. my cuzzie daryl is in chinese high now.. sec 2 this year.. his brotha johnathan is studyin in RI now... i bet my cuzzie kno kieran ong and dominic boey cux they are so damn freakin famous..lols.. after a while my cuzzie and her son and my aunt went home le..so left my brotha,my mum and miie and my cuzzie's familie..as i was eatin then my ah ma keep on lookin at miie and i looked at her baq then we stared at each other den my ah ma toked in teochew sayin..why u look at miie?dont look at miie..eat eat eat..i was lyk huh?oh..ok..yah lahx..den my brotha keep on givin miie food to eat..I DONT WAN TO EAT~! haiish..

At abt 12+ we went home..while my brotha went to meet his frens.. my mum and i went to hougang KFC to have our lunch and we went home and i am here usin the comp typin to u all out there..

happie chinese new year~!

2005-02-08T01:56:00.000-08:00

Before i starts my story, i wanna wish all of u all readin a happie chinese new year~! alright..i will start now.. todae went to skool lohx..my skool need to wear home clothes ley and miie looks sux in it..it's true.. den went to hall to watch all the performances...we watch until 9am den the IMH pplx came..if u wan to kno wad is the IMH stands fer..ask miie in msn cux i lazy to type ryt now.. hees.. i lyk the most is the drum part..dunno why also..heeheex..den half wae,yee rong ask miie weather wanna go a not..lata den tell u go where..lols.. den i sae can mehx? den she sae hack lahx.. and miie,being a chicken hearted,scared tat kanna teacher scold,so i said no.. den huai ping sae cannot go cux lata teacher will scold..

Finally,the performances ended..we waited fer xin ying to come den we met lai han..she said we are goin together den we waited fer xin ying..neither long nor short..xin ying came.. so we together went to rosyth lohx..sat 113 den took 132 to rosyth...saw my frens there..i find myself weird..cux i am wearin my home clothes and once again..i look sux~! saw isabel outside the staffrm..den isabel went to shout at mrs teo that i came already..den i went to the staircase den i saw MISS NG~!( my ex-vice-principal) she looks totally diff frm last tym.. den we took pics..lolx.. and once again...i did not took cux i look supa dupa sux wiif my clothes..lols.. den miie and isabel went to ibc to wait fer the rest..den we saw wei xiang walkin lyk..errrhhx..ok..i am not gonna be mean..lols.. then we saw the bois playin bball and one of them is kwok meang~!lolx..den isabel asked hiim where is krystle?den he blahx blahx blahx blahx..wadeva lahx he..lols..

tym to go home now..lols..but i am not goin home~! im goin wif felicia to heartland mall to take neopriints~!lols..saw wan ting and nancy and their frens there..they were takin the foto den we see how the foto publish den i suddenly saw daffy,desiree and dulcena's neopriint in there~! so kewl~! lols..actually,miie and feli wan to take pic frm tat machine de..but feli sae we go and look arnd first..den i told tat one machine is tat tym miie and cassan took de..quite ok..and we decided on that machine..we took..but not enuff tym to decorate~!lols..den we decided to take another one..which is the card one lohx..dey sae 2 cards fer $5 and free lumination..so we took lohx..but the background is the gemini de..but it's alright lahx..i look sux in it again lahx..i mean i look sux in every foto i took so far..

ROSYTH RAWKZ MY WORLD FEREVA~!

2005-01-28T17:14:00.000-08:00

Todae was so-so lahx..early in da mornin we listen to one guy sayin ghost stories lohx..den after dat,we check our calculator if got any problems a not..then yeerong's calculator cannot switch on..lolx..den we tried to throw it hard and it the calculator..den got one guy sae,ur sis izzit went to threw it frm 10th floor izzit?why cannot use one? lolx..den she went to lent frm nancy..nancy's calculator was cool~!hahas..sat fer a while den we went to parade square to assemble lohx..

After dat,we went baq to class lohx..den is science..we didn't studee much in science..cux we went to measure canteen's table, basketball court and the circumference of the tree..yea..den lyk dat already one hr or so...then it was recess~!we eat eat tok tok eat eat tok tok lohx..went baq to class after dat..it was maths period and we are gonna have maths test~!we took our calculators to get ready fer our maths test..when teacher step into the class then greeted her and my fren went to ask the teacher if need a calculator fer the test a not..she said no..den ok lahx..goot fer the students dat nv bring lohx..hahas..when we are doin, wah lao~! so much calculations..i was lyk..urgh~!my brain is gonna explode soon~!then i jux hack lahx..do lahx...after it was geography..den we dont kno how to do much of the problems and quite a lot of pplx nv come so he postpone the date on the test to mondae... den *YAYS* lolx.. den all the subject liao lohx..i wont be goin in details..

After skool,we went to the playground to plae swing...and at the same tym waitin fer my bartley fren..hahas..den plae plae plae plae until abt 1.35 lohx..den when i was playin,then i see...ay...got one gerl wearin barley clothes ley..den i looked by her side view..it dunch look lyk felicia ley..den i look closer, FELICIA~!lolx..then i shouted screamin and shoutin..lolx..beli long nv see her liao mahx..hahas..she grew so tall~! hahas..then i went to take my bags lohx..then we walked to heartland mall to wait fer ulin,darren and krys lohx..then as we walkin in the mrt tunnel there then need to turn mahx..den wah lao~!ulin gave miie a shock sia..then i screamed..den we went up to wait fer darren and krys lahx..we waited very long ley..den ulin went to sms darren..den darren replied dat he will be comin another 5 mins tym lohx..den after quite long after 5 mins he still haven come yet lohx..den we decided to take the stairs...then at the turnin part again..darren pop out i was screamin again lohx..i was lyk..wah lao~!todae screamed twice sia..feel lyk very pai sehx ley..-_-" then we went up then as we are walkin there got one slope mahx..den darren treat his basketball as a football kickin around lohx...den he lost control then the ball rolled all the wae to the dead end and in front of us is a old uncle =X pai sehx.. then the uncle see ayyy,,,why got ball frm no where one arhx?then he looked be hind then we kept laughin..lolx~!then darren ran to in front and sae solli uncle~!lolx.~! then we went to wait fer krys now..wait wait wait..den darren sae, is that krystle?then we looked closer it was her~!WOOHOO~! hahas..then her hand leaned onto my shoulder then she suddenly sae...yuzhu..why u so tall? i was lyk..errhx..m i? i onlie grew 1cm.. -_-" den hack lahx..

We took a bus to hougang mall interchange den we changed to ermx..132 then we alighted at the bus stop lohx..we walk walk walk den i was walkin then krystle sae,yuzhu bad gerl..go wear ankle socks..tsk tsk tsk..i was lyk huh?
-_-" den feli went to tell her that my skool allow..den u added as long as it is visible can liao..yea lahx..

FINALLY~! we reach ROSYTH~! hahas..den we walked in wanted to put our bags in the macdonald's table then mr singh said..hey..why do u all think u are goin?then i was lyk..uh oh..then he said u all have to go to the office to rite ur name in..then we went into the office..then i saw mr shaffiq then he pointed at miie..but he cant tok anything to miie cux he is usin the fone..then i call ulin they all to hurry up cux i dont wan hiim to tok to miie mahx..den we faster ran to the macdonald table then i tot he nv follow le mahx..then got one teacher's voice sae...yuzhu which skool u go?u betta tell miie or i call up ur parents i was lyk huh?then i went to look...wah lao~!SWAY SIA~! then hack lahx..jux sae yuying lohx..we went to changed into my yuying pe t-shirt and i look weird cux i am lyk..singapore national dae flag~! and ulin was jux normal..urgh~! and red is very easily spotted..urgh~!

We went to the the canteen to eat lohx..i miissed the food~!lolx..then it was 2nd recess mahx..then it was my ex-p2-11 recess~!then they one saw miie and keep on lyk disturbin miie then i jux hack lahx..plae wiff them lohx.lolx..ai yahx..jux ran arnd lohx..lolx..then i went baq to my eatin..tat tym i cannot eat liao so jux throw away lohx..=X ...den played fer a while is hse practice le lohx..play play play play..den end lohx..den went home..

ROSYTH RAWKZ FOREVA~!